storyteller

2009-09-09T20:40:00.001+08:00

"I have loved to the point of madness;
That which is called madness,
That which to me,
Is the only sensible way to love."
F. Sagan

madness

2009-08-07T18:36:00.000+08:00

ndp 09.

so i guess i never really know what it's like, to celebrate national day with celin.
MISS YOU HELL! dare you say we dunno how much. we hurt hell too.
fun day today. not as much as pri sch.
drew tatoos of a cresent n 5 stars on my wrist n ankle.
drew one on trina's back cos she wanted it.
took 2 instax with delia n trina.
was the freaking mascot which was freaking hell funny....
sigh.

a mist of cloud over shadows.

Celin!!

2009-08-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

Seated at the seats, where we made the floors weep.
Ice thrown around, ice thrown down.
The chilly feeling down our spines,
Is now lost and we repine.
To see the ghost that you have left,
Engraved in the memory of you, the best.

Sitting at the seats during recess.
We always feel something's not there.
Where you should be,
Is now just air.
Not as much fun,
But we must bare.

For if we care,
You'll do well over there.
Start afresh, new friends maybe even hair.
We must not pull on you anymore,
But rest asured, forgetting is abhored.

We'll let you soar, sky high.
And this is my good-bye.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Took me long to post, sry.
it's been abt a week since celin's has flown.
Remember you always...

2009-07-23T17:06:00.002+08:00

tom fletcher
On Wednesday 22nd July 2009, @tommcfly said:

The time has come to say goodbye. The sun is setting in the sky. The truth turned out to be a lie. It's over, over. Hum yourself a lullaby. This is the end but baby don't you cry.

nice.... okay... i dun get all the big commotion. all the #serahslastsong and all, r.i.p anyways. all i gather is that she passed away, her friends wanted to him to write, #serahslastsong and he said sry n now, wham. the world is a strange place to be in.

The Trophy Girl by:KateLace

2009-07-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

Interesting start. Lucy Carter. Fell for the Earl Of Arden. how cool! his kid, teddy, is discribed to be such the angel! i guess teddy was the best built character, but pity she slowly faded away with teddy, leaving lucy and edward, earl of arden, to be in the main pic. well, the most vivid character was slowly ripped out of the pages. ending was cliche. a little murder mystery, with a cliche ending. she got one of the character's name mixed up, from justin naylor to jason naylor. that was a big flop for me, it sort of distracted me and hence, snap out of the wonderful picture that she was painting. Favourite character would deff. be Teddy. adorable lil' kid. maybe it'd have been more exciting with jed entering the picture between lucy and edward. the ending was sorta draggy for me. pity, cld have developed into a splendid book... soooooo.... that's it for little black dress books for me. gave one a go, and sorta disappointing. no more little black dress books until i actually see something soul sucking and gets me craving for more.

Stranger in The Mirror

2009-07-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

I used to think i had it all,
But it's alright now 'cos i don't think like that anymore.
Time has passed,
I'm not that naive,
I've seen and tasted the world obscene.
Regretting the past,
Living the present - unknown to the stranger in the mirror

Why do i still hang around?
Why do i still hear the sounds?
Why do i still feel the warmth of my breath?
- unknown to the stranger in the mirror, it is death.

Times-a-wasting, do the math.
Hear lives bells ringing gentler with death.
Whatever you do, do it fast.
While death watches the stranger in the mirror with lust.

Memories of the strager in mirror all fade away.
Although to her, it's all just yesterday.
She's lost and can't figure out what to do in her final days,
With fake smiles and back stabbing fiends.

Eye

2009-06-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

All life has died from my eye, and only death dances in it.
Dead looking eyes, which life has been quietly and unnoticingly been chased away. And now, death dances it's victory dance. The light and zest of life which so held its very place in my eye is gone. Its kingdom now destroyed, taken and over-run. No hope is left for it to carry on.

CAMP SICK

2009-06-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

i miss camp so much! n Sarah Noble's freaked! ahhaha. Inst Valerie looks like Pearlyn SWEE!!! how cool. how ppl lyk inst Kelvin. laugh at them please. camp was fun. but short lived. now we're back home, rotting ourselves away. HURRAY FOR NOTHINGNESS! we're not as close to the insts as compared to last yr. Oh yeah! saw Kendrick on sunday, cool huh. anyways, i think the girl he was with was his girlfriend(: ahhaa. he stared at my bro and asked, "and this is?" as if kendrick was my older bro checking him.HAHAHAH!!!! i nearly cracked up right there when he asked that. then i told him it was my bro, he relaxed. & there was a hole on his right shoulder sleeve of his tee. sad. miss camp dearly. wanna go back. to our little kampong life.
missing kampong life.

2009-05-23T21:43:00.002+08:00

Wait for the Lord. Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. Psalm 27:14
wait on the Lord..... be strong.
been strong. been waiting. maybe i'm just sorta senseless.

Sandcastles.

2009-05-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

The Fate of Sandcastles
by Rubel Shelly

You've watched it, too. I know I'm not the first or only person who has seen it. But there is a lesson in it that we both may have overlooked.

There are some children on a beach. They're playing and giggling -- building sand castles all the while. They seem so intent on the project. You get amused at how meticulous and careful they are with crumbly corners and towers. The looks on their faces as they screw their mouths around and stick out their tongues make you smile. Their resolute concentration on the task is priceless.

Then a big wave begins building and starts towards shore. But the kids don't panic. Instead, they do the stranest thing. They jump jump to their feet, scream with delight, and watch the torrent of water wash away their creations. There is no panic. No sadness. No bittterness. Even children know the inevitable end of sand castles. They are neither surprised nor angry about what has happened.

You and I should be so wise. The stuff of this world is about as lasting and durable as children's sand castless on the beach. Yet we growups can get so caught up in it, defensive of it, and depressed over the loss of it.

God didn't create you to be famous, get rich, live in the biggest house, or drive the fanciest car. He created you for his glory. He put you in the world to love people and do holy things. Your destiny is not bound up in physical things, but spiritual. So living to be a hundred is far less important than living well -- even if for a short time. Beautifying your body is far less urgent than purifying your soul.

Children know that their sand castles are brief joys destined to disappear with an incoming tide. So they don't fret as the waves approach. They watch their creations get swept away without shedding tears. Again, we should be so wise.

Everything about this life is fleeting and perishable. The incoming wave of human mortality is going to sweep it all away. Like sand castles, nothing done for the sake of this world can last. Only what we do eternity will survive.

What would the loss of your job or business do to you? What if your house were lost to fire or storm? What if a strange pain sent you to your physician and led to the discovery that you have only a few weeks to live? These things really do happen to people, you know. We are all as vulnerable as sand castles.

Life is God's gift. Revel in every good thing. But as you enjoy your creations in the sand, just remember not to get overly attached to them.

2009-05-04T16:23:00.002+08:00

Saviour by Hillsongs' Darlene Zschech
wonderful lyrics.
really gives you that feeling. that God's there. very annoited song. love it.
this one song, i love. timeless yes.touches the soul. not just the heart.
And yes, hooked onto KyleXY. (:
although it's exam period, i'm slacking alot. pardon me.

2009-04-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

TODAY!
watched 17 again!!!
so awesome. lol zac efron.
really great show. didn't expect it to be that great. oh yeah, met kristina there. hazel too. someone shouted he's so hot! at the end so loudly. ended up to be hazel.
watched with joyce celin n praizel. it was real fun. then there's the characters stan n alex. Hunter Parrish (stan) & Sterling Knight (alex)
u guys shld go watch it. realised was wearing black skinnies n white sch shoes just lyk "mark" lol.

2009-03-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
today had match with Ngee Ann.
UUURGH!
WE WERE LEADING! leading!!!! we were winning. y give up? WHY???!!!!!! such a waste. we had it! we had it.... but they fouled us soooo much! but the referees gave us the foul instead n gave them the free throws! inexperienced. so annoying. winning this ment that it'd be so much easier to get to top four. but put all ur faith in God. pray that we'll still make it to top four in zone at least this year..... this i will not forget. 32-37

this day, another story

2009-03-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

AHH! need to use the loo DESPRATELY! GAH! today's match sucked. played against bedok north. n they were so rude! lost my temper on court especially the small one. (not gonna say no.) on my nerves!!! just scold pei, say she's small? so annoying!!!! playing match during tornament with them again, must not stoop to their level. must shut up. no matter how annoying. maybe now since i noe how they can be, i'll be in better control of my temper. URGH!

These i Owe you.

2009-03-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

~So let me start with today.
today woke at 12+ went for basketball. now suffering a headache & lil' bro's making a racket. sigh. played match with woodgrove sec2/1 today. we sorta trashed them. well sure i'm happy. but it's not lyk we're pro. urgh. my throbbing head is pushing me off the cliff. listening to THREE CHEERS FOR FIVE YEARS-MAYDAY PARADE. abd yes, now i'm pretty much annoyed. over lil petty things. i wanna just run & hope i end up in some place where i du have to think.
So since the last post, things have happened. *MISERABLE AT BEST-MAYDAY PARADE
how i wish it's alrite for me to cry without having ppl judging me. but i won't let myself. cos it's just, weak. weakness. damn friggin' emotions. life. i want it so and not want it at all. can't talk, can't breathe. i'm not so strong, sure everyone sees that. hardest part of life is taking breaths to live. i agree so. it may seem lyk it's simple. but really isit? so when i went to the spca talk, saw utt there. was awesome but i cldn't care much after a while. i can't remember any more stuff worth noting here. cos it's just my problem being in the way of anthing else. nothing feels lyk home. familiar stranger. me. looking into the mirror i see sumone that everyone can't see. weak, brittle, in constant tears. do you hear or see me? sure it's easy for ppl to ask, "hey u alrite?" i'll reply "yeah" then they'll be okay. how much does anyone, ANYONE noe me? less then them knowing how big the universe is. i dun mind listening to others' problems, i can burrow myself in trying to solve them. i can tell them things that i dun believe in but they will. who's gonna give me that? when i know it's all lies. trying to reason with myself is just a pure waste of time. i want to lie in a nice patch of grass where i can just see the star litted sky. and no one will bother me. dreams... just illusions that mess u up. can i cry? no. cos everyone will look at me funny. hence the mask. the thick layers of mask for self-protection. so no one can find the real person to attack. to be safe, i'll just wear those masks.

2009-02-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

took this from stephanie's blog.awesome...
post it obsessed(:

2009-02-20T20:50:00.003+08:00

took 3 quizes today!
Are u bipolar: 96%
Are u evil: 60%
Are u a gd liar:Great liar

hahahah.
sad news.
next week got bball...
seriously i dun get this crap.
bball practice when everyone elses cca are suspended...
dammit.

made this up:

i love algebra!
cos, I+(LxOxVxE)+(DxOxUxGxIxE)
=I+LOVE+DOUGIE
is possible
.'. maths is awesome! :D

2009-02-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

HOTTIES LIST: [adding on]
JUDE LAW! (ColdMountain)
PAUL BETTANY! (DUSTFINGERS:InkHeart)

watched Cold Mountain yesterday! was an awesome movie, sad that Inman died. I WANNA WATCH "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button" sigh.... been wanting to watch it for 2mths now... dustfingers! fire eater! the fire twirling scene was great! i haven't forgotten abt JasperHale or DougiePoynter. dun wry.

2009-02-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

so depression sets in to everyone. basketball just ruins me. well, first of all, it drains all of my freaking energy. so sleepy in class. i almost died. my head pratically let gravity pull it dwn n smack against that nice inviting table to sleep. it was abt 3hours before sch ended n i was dead tired. i can never live this life without freaking complaining. urgh!!! so tired. i get all pissy when i'm tired. sorta yelled at celin today. sry celin. damn the sleepiness... damn damn damn. depression. anouncement. alot of the sec2 basketball gals wanna quit BADLY. not going to cos that wld just be wasting 1yr2mths of suffering. waiting. hoping basketball closes down. evil? i know. what's a desparate kid to do? cry? not me. i'm not up for the melodramatic tears. depression, depression. melodramatic on the inside. but outside's just a mask. the ones that all martyrs have to wear.
~hey there delilah what's it lyk in new york city i'm a thousand miles... what wld i do if there weren't music...
~love,love,love,love,love,love...
~what if they don't like me?? music, music how i've missed it so...

2009-02-02T21:27:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday was quite awesome(:
went to nicole's hse that nite. went to movie after(:
movie started arnd 11.40pm? went with pratically all the cousins.
16 n above went to watch Love Matters. except for nicholas. he went to watch although he was 15. so the under 16 ppl watched Bride wars. interesting show really. shld go watch it. i watched Ink Heart awesome show!!! Dust FingersWOO! okay back to my story. arnd 1.45am we waited dwnstaris for them, (was at TM), the boys started running abit. but was not that bad. then they came after abt, 15mins? they started throwing tiny plastic cowy banks at us for us to catch. quite hilarious. asked me to catch one, but i refused. landed on the ground n someone took it. nicholas was lyk, "nick nick(nicole)catch my iPhone!" so dumb. then they came dwn. yeah. we parted ways. (we meaning my family n they rest of them) they went to nicole's hse to stay over just to play majong. yeah. we went home n sleep. at aprox 2.15am.(: enjoyable really.

2009-01-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

yahaha! okay to add on to the list, i just remembered(:
HOtties List:
UTT! yeah(:

happy now(: got no basketball this friday n monday!! HURRAY! finally sumthing good happens WEEHEE!

2009-01-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

this is hysterical! look at the skin!!! so, shakespearish(: hahha!
so life goes on.
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
I'VE MADE MY MISTAKE
GOT NOWHERE TO RUN, LIFE GOES ON...

just remembered the song. i absolutely love it(:

Romeo&Juliet (1996) was awesome!
planning to watch the older classic one. hope it's good.
Leonardo DiCaprio looked great in Romeo&Juliet(1996) & Titanic(1997)

hotties list: [in random order]
-Dougie Poynter
-Josh Hartnett
-Ewan McGreggor
-Leonardo DiCaprio
-Thomas Dekker
-Jackson Rathbone
-Tom Sturridge

i think there's more. can't remember them(:

2009-01-17T17:52:00.001+08:00

damn shit. i'm looking for nice blog skin. can't find what i want. urggh!

2009-01-14T20:17:00.002+08:00

The day before was a nightmare. not really the day. more of the twilight of yesternight. so we had basketball. ended late. i was at the bus stop at 7.34 waiting for the bus. This guy walked to the busstand. asked me where bus 17 goes in chinese n stuff lyk that. okay. ask if i play basketball [obviously, wearing jersey]. says he plays too. i was thinking, right, n u're so thin n white cos??? so then nvm. he asked me to guess his age. WHAT THE?? i said i dunno. he insisted. so i said poly 3rd yr n older. ask if i'm taking 17. pretty obvious cos there's only 17 at the stop. so yea. weird. in a scary way. it's not lyk he looks lyk everyone else on the street. he got the either ITE or Nerd face. so kinda scary. he talks as if he noes me. even asked y i looked into the direction of the bus so fiercely for. what does it gotta do with him? sheesh. den bus came went ustairs. he was upstairs too. i was contemplating on the situation. while smsing my friends to make sure they know what's going on in case anything happens. he gives off a very weird vibe, lyk he has no good intentions. so i went downstairs at N2. he tilted his head when i passed n quickly turned back when the other ppl came. i sat downstairs. watching to see if he was coming. but he sat above the exit n cld see everyone exiting. so i sat n waited. then another guy. younger, prob upper sec first yr poly. turned. look at me. so i thought nothing of it. but he kept turning. i was lyk, WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT?!!. only in my mind of cos. the younger one dropped of at my stop so i just went. dunno abt weirdo upstairs. i called my maid down before hand to come get me. yeah. God save me(:

2009-01-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

i've done 2 poems yea. amature, i know. not people inspired, more of seeing life in someone elses shoes.

You
I look into those eyes and fell for you,
And all the things you do.
When you smile,
My heart pounds like after running for a thousand mile.
The sound of your voice,
Makes my heart rejoice.
I don't know how I fell for those eyes,
When I look beyond just eyes.

Star
The only star I see tonight,
I guess it shares my same plight.
Sitting alone in the dark.
I'll be gone when comes the lark.

2009-01-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

1. What makes you feel happy today ?
- the fact that i managed to walk in the rain for the longest time ever!

2. Are you angry about something right now ?
- other than life stinks? nope.

3. Are you emotional ?
- i think so.

4. When is th last time you feel sad ?
- About an hour ago. pain's still there though.

5. What you want to do @ 7pm-9pm ?
- was doing work. i'd be floating arnd if it was possible.

6. What's your favourite show ?
- not into t.v.

7. Who's the one you love most ?
- my dog(:

8. What's so happy about yesterday ?
- managed to write another poem.

9. What did you do today ?
- wake up, eat, Study, talk, breathe, use comp, walk, run, shout, laugh, cry, write.. many more.

1o. What's your favourite song ?
- Favourite? Erm let me count... uncountable.

11. What's your race ?
- Chinese

12. Who's your favourite actor/actress ?
- OH GOSH! PLEASE DUN GET ME STARTED!!!!

13. Which is your favourite game ?
- game? game.. hm.. game.

14. Do you have feel for someone right now ?
- nope. what u get for supressing emotions, u dun even noe u got any.

15. What troubles you today ?
- so much. i cld sleep n never wake up.

16. Do you like the weather today ?
- i love it. i absolutly love it. thank God for today!

17. What/who makes you happy all th time ?
- being left alone to think. n stuff lyk that. not needing to use my brains...

18. Will you go for the one you love ?
- what kind of a question is this? i'd probably suffer just so he's happy.

19. What you feel like doing right now ?
- lay down n rest my head. write mre amature poetry(:

2o. Do you like your bag ?
- nope.

21. Do you like your school ?
- yea sure. they have drama as a lesson n stuff lyk that. i cldn't care less.

Tag 7 people to do this quiz,
- Denise
- Claire
- Matthew
- Celin
- Samantha
- myself.
not gonna really tag them.

2009-01-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

yeah so. school started. right. hm. sooo.. i'm sitting beside Celin. happy happy lil gal that one. i feel out of place? school life's gonna be bleak.she's so insanely head over heels crushing on max thieriot. a hottie with blue eyes? hm, yeah. so. now she's saying i'm not updating my blog. so this is it i guess. in a class full of smarty pants. n alot of twilight addicts i guess. edward fans mainly. praizel's a team jacob. celin's a team edward. i'm team jasper! GO JASPER! so. it's one weird screwed up world. fancy dropping me into a grp of ppl with smiles all day... cheerfulness is killing me. but i think i'll miss celin when she's gone. bon voyage. God bless u n keep u always.
-bite me

Christmas

2008-12-26T15:30:00.002+08:00

So Christmas just passed.
DARREN HAS CHICKENPOX!! WAAHAHAHAH!!!
So Christmas was quite bleak this year. We had a church event on ChristmasEve.
Went to HongKongCafe [i think] after to eat! From my parents i got the TWILIGHT COLLECTER'S EDITION!!!!!! WOOHOO! but i want the entire set badly... I have the hard cover of BreakingDawn as well, but i'm gonna have to pay for that. so, ya. Holidays are gonna be over, that sux. The entire holiday feels so short. Cos of freaking Basketball damn it. i wanted to enjoy n slack & here we have basketball practice every week. Then we can't go on holidays during december next time only in June. i'm not the only freaking child at home. Our family holidays can't just revolve arnd me. damn it! URGH! why do i even bother??
~the dairy of a Twilight addict

2008-12-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

TWILIGHT!!!!
i watched Twilight the movie 20Dec08 [yeaterday]
well, it was okay. Disappointing though... it's so chop chop! They missed out so much! But i guess ppl who haven't read the book say it's pretty awesome, so maybe it ain't that bad. But if they think that's awesome, when they read the book, it'll just blow their minds! The cast were great, but they 'Edward' & 'Bella' only expressed 1/10 of the kind of emotions mentioned in the book.
Today, i went to NgeeAnnCity, Kinkokunya to see the Twilight Collectable's Set. IT'S ALL GONE!!! Oh God, i really really hope that they're still printing them!!! i really want them. URGH! i wanna read them!!! *rumblerumble* Any way, i'm selling my soft covers. They're all in real good condition, only read them once. I have wrapped them up for protection. Most lykly selling to Eleanor.

2008-12-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

QUIZ TIME
1. Who is the person who tagged you?
- Eleanor
2. Relationship between you and her?
- Good friends
3. Five impression of her?
- un-biases, caring, loving, pretty, sweet
4. If she becomes your enemy?
- i just dunno what i'd do.
5. What would you like to say to the person you like very much?
- nothing.
6. Characteristic I like about myself?
- i can see the good in others?
7. teribly ill-tempered
8. For the person you hate you say?
- no need to start a war, dun say anything.
9. What do people feel about you?
- i'm an ass
10. Your crush?
- no crush...
11. Pass this to 10 peoples
1 - Denise
2 - Claire
3 - Samantha
4 - Siew Phure
5 - Eleanor
6 - Zandra
7 - Matthew
8 - Janice
9 - Priscilla
10 - DOUGIE!
[not gonna really ask them to.]
12. If 5 & 7 were tgt?
- {Eleanor & Matthew} no. not each other types.
13.What does 5 like?
- {Eleanor} roses & pink...
14. What colour does number 9 like?
- {Priscilla} i think black if i'm not mistaken
15.Say something about number 8?
- {Janice} uber happy go lucky.
16.Who is number 2?
- {Claire} my church mate since i was a wee lil kid.
17. Talk about number 3?
- {Samantha} nth can get her dwn.
18. Who's number 10's best friend?
-{DOUGIE!!} erm, Harry Judd, Tom Fletcher & Danny Jones from McFly?
19. Who is the sexiest among the 10 people?
- DOUGIE! number 10 :D
20. What colour does 4 like?
- {Siew Phure} Purple(:
21. Is 4 single?
- {Siew Phure} Nah-uh
22. Your relationship with number 1?
- {Denise} Church mate since forever.
23. Are 5 & 6 bestfriends ?
- {Eleanor and Zandra} absolutly
24. 9's surname?
- {Priscilla} Chin
25. 7's nickname?
- {Matthew} Matt/ Muthu Samy?
26. Say something to 8
- {Janice} HAHA!
27. Say something to help 9.
- {Priscilla} Work hard next yr i noe u can make it to the best class!
28. Who does number 1 admire?
- {Denise} i think her bro.
29. Where does number 1 lives?
- {Denise} Eunos
30. Does 10 of them know who you like?
- [Dougie} no. probably dun even noe i exsist....
31. Say something to 6 when you see her?
- {Zandra} ZANDRA!!
32. 10's spouse?
-{Dougie} he's not married yet.

2008-12-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

It's been a week & 2days since Youth Camp 08'.
It was an awesome experience. i found what i was looking for, God. i found Him in a place where i go just to stay away from home, camp. thru the roughest times in my life, i've been looking so hard for God, but i cld never find Him. i was never sensetive enough to feel His love, feel the warmth of His embrace. i expected nothing out of camp, just the same as all other camps. i went there an empty vessel. An empty spirit. Dormant spirit. i've never experienced much of God in my life so i always feel so empty. it was thru the roughest period of my life, loosing my friends. me as a person was totally empty & unreceptive to anything. i went to camp burdened.
Camp rocked my world. it shook my world so hard walls began to fall & i saw wat was truly there, God. the only stronghold. the only One that stands when all else fails. i was baptised in the Spirit along every other youth at the camp. we were praying for the gift of tongues. [for non-Christians: it's sorta lyk speaking in another language just that you dun noe what it means. It's the Spirit flowing freely leading you in moving your lips & expressing what u dun understand. A language only God n angels understand. sumtimes it's the language of a diff tribe so ppl of that tribe may understand, just depends on what the Spirit leads you to say.] the first nite, i cldn't do it at all. i felt so unimportant. lyk God forgot abt me. so i thought maybe, this just isn't for me. i tried. i didn't give up.so no one in my Bible study grp cld yet. so we persevered. i slept that night with disappointment.
the next nite, we prayed hard. i prayed so hard. i didn't want to be the one that cldn't recieve sumthing so precious. i prayed, i cried. i got my gift of tongues. i just had to let my mind shut off, & let the heart take over. it was terribly hard for me cos things didn't make sense. the speaker, prayed for us. for that conviction in our hearts. on all the pp we love n care. how they're gonna be damned to hell without God, & how we just let them fall that way. i cried so so hard. i didn't want anybody at all to go lyk that.i kept seeing PeiLin. how i noe she suffers. how she just dun say much abt it. i saw that. i lost her as a friend i guess & the first to pop in my head was her. i prayed n prayed n prayed Oh Lord how i wanted Him to spare her n everyone else. i was so broken. so empty. i dunno her problems but i want to save her. at a time lyk this she probably doesn't even care abt wat i say. & i dunno what to do, so the Bible says, Commit everything to the Lord in prayer. so i just prayed. the whole cohord was crying for the love of ppl. after we prayed we sang song of praises n jumped for the glory of the Lord. for the very first time, i saw us youth jump as a grp lyk this. how much love n zest for God we had. pure joy. we jumped to 5 songs consecative. till we perspired lyk we'd just ran 5km n till our legs were wary. still we wanted to jump n sing praises to the Lord on high.
to see so much joy n love for the Lord was truly remarkable. i've never seen my church on fire as such. LET'S KEEP THE FLAME ALIVE!
~God will make a way, when there seems to be no way.

2008-11-18T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today, i went to YuGuo [Chinese Physician] to go check my sprained thumb. Cos' Coach insisted on me going to see, i'd rather go with my dad instead with Kristina, ZiYin & Charlene. So, went to see the doctor. He asked me lyk which part of my thumb hurts. Then he gave me acupuncture! At first it wasn't pain, until he started turning it until it was numb. He put some sort of heater over my hand at the 2 parts with the accupuncture needles [inbetween of thumb & pointer/ wrist]. i'd rather just feel the heat n not the numbness of the needle. After the numbeness went away, he came to adjust the needles again. he started turning the needle at my wrist n it hurt as hell. my whole arm muscle numbed. the other needle he turned but i didn't feel anything at all so that was alrite. After lyk 3mins he took the needles out, the one on my wrist left me bleeding, the other didn't even bleed at all. he started massaging the thumb tugging it around. Damn that was pain. So if it continues to hurt i have to go back next monday.......

2008-11-12T13:35:00.002+08:00

Lyrics to Empty And Beautiful :

My past won't stop haunting me
In this prison there's a fight between
Who I am and who I used to be

This thorn in my side is a grace
For because of it the flesh and blood of God
Was offered in my place, my place

You fought the fight in me
You chased me down and finished the race
I was blind but now I see
Jesus You kept the faith in me

Where did my best friends go?
In my defense they disappeared
Just like Your friends did to You, oh Lord

But You were there, You gave me strength
So this little one might come to know
The glory of Your name, Your name

You fought the fight in me
You chased me down and finished the race
I was blind but now I see
Jesus You kept the faith in me

Awaiting, set apart like incense to Your heart
A libation I'm pouring out
Empty and beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

You fought the fight in me
You chased me down and finished the race
I was blind but now I see
Jesus You kept the faith in me

You fought the fight in me
You chased me down and finished the race
I was blind but now I see
Jesus You kept the faith in me
Jesus You kept the faith in me
Savior, You kept the faith in me

2008-11-06T16:32:00.003+08:00

I HATE MY FUTURE CLASS! damn faggot. URGH! okay so this is the class my parents want me in. i'm okay with the class standard, but the ppl inside?? sheesh. they're all the kind that'll study their asses off. DUDE! i can't stay in an environment with such ppl! oh God, help me survive thru the year. wanna noe HOW hopless the situation is? well, first things first, i only lyk 2 ppl in my class. Trina & seraphina. the rest can just..... it's gonna be one BORING year.... well Trina may have other friends then seraphina may have too. so then i'm lyk... dude. i can't stay in a class filled with freaking study geeks! i want to be in 2/7 or 2/6. >:( freaking retarded class...... i'm so gonna screw next year. damn.

2008-10-16T15:48:00.001+08:00

for you if u ever read this:
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

i've taken many quizes. gotten weird stupid answers. i'm a split of alot of things. so dun expect me to be someone u think i am. i'm not so easy to understand.

2008-10-16T13:45:00.002+08:00

God, can u kill me now? pls. now. right here, right now. i hate this life.dammit. God, i've lost you, & now here i am. crying lyk an idiot. TAKE MY LIFE AWAY NOW!!!!!! i dun care anymre. i'm being self-centred now by asking you to take it. but i can't stand it no mre. God. KILL ME! dun send ppl to do it, they'll just get condemned. give me an illness or sumthing. make me suffer. make me suffer and die a horrible death. a horrible death is what i deserve for being a horrible person. God. GOD KILL ME! let me suffer then die. make me suffer. make me hate this world more than how i alrdy have. make me hate everyone on it. no misery can come to my death abt having to leave the ppl i love. make me suffer & die so i can be with You. so i can escape from this hell hole. i dare not take it myself, God help me get rid of this burden. i've been a burden all my life. my life itself is a mistake. something that shld have never been allowed to graze the face of the world.a curse. a burden. take it from me, cos i'm human n oh so weak unable to take it away by myself. that's all i am, all i ever will be. human, weak.

2008-10-16T13:31:00.002+08:00

at least now you're out of the way. just need to steer clear of everyone else. hope she makes everyone else hate me mre. then everyone will be away. i can go on my stupid war path without having to hurt anyone. so i hurt u. i noe, dun deny it when its staring in ur face. i'm human. the defination of human is - uncaring, cold, idiotic, annoying, a pain in the arse, self centered, hurt everyone. i dun want this damned life. started growing up too early? maybe, how can u not when everything n everyone is hinting to u that u shld. now this. so damn fucked up. i'm a HORRID person. so just GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! bloody shit. y shld i even be in tears. its better this way anyway. no one will need to suffer along with me. no one shld. no one shld be self-fish in that sense to make everyone suffer. so i made her cry. now i'm crying over her. she just doesn't understand & she insist that she does. wat the fuck.at least now she's out of the way. if i knew it was so easy for her to get mad at me n back away, i'd done it so long ago. i rather hurt her now, when it won't hurt as bad as later on. better late than never. pls everybody just back away, i dun want yall to have anything to do with me. or if this works, i dun want to have anything to do with you.

2008-10-15T20:19:00.005+08:00

pls la. damn faggot. did i talk to you recently abt it? no. so shut ur pie hole la. i act big, fine la. not lyk i wanna noe ur bloody shit. i have to go find time to go get the present. not a single one of u want to get it do u realise? i was thinking of not even bothering to let u chip in cos u bloody well can't. so see this here n now denisha. i let u pay less than everyone else. so dun come n say crap. u say all u bloody well want. this is what i feel. u wanna noe how i feel. even if i told u u wun understand. dun get me wrong when i say this. cos u'll just think its a total waste of ur time. u noe u dun understand me so just stay that way. i haven't shouted at u in a long time. pls tell me when, cos i can't recall. if u haven't notice. i;m not soft lyk u. i'm lyk that, loud. so pardon me if i shout, that's just who i am. think i act big fine. i've always been lyk this. i dun need fake friends either. yea i noe i back stab. dun come n tell me u never back stab k? i noe ppl have breaking points that i understand. but i really dun think u ever try being in my shoes. if u ever were, u wldn't last. sry for being such a retarded friend, n for wasting ur time. u shldn't mix with me. we r worlds apart.

2008-10-09T17:33:00.002+08:00

Damn fucking pissed! bloody shit. spend my whole day just looking for the present. found it with eleanor, i noe its expensive. so denisha can't pay for it. dammit. whatever now just have to go find new one. what the bloody hell is their problem. all cannot go buy den dun want to tell me what to buy all of them damn shit. i understand if u got no money to buy but if u dun have den dun say u wanna chip in. its as good as u dun. bloody piece of shit. URGH! its always gotta be my bloody problem. FUCK! some friends.... even if i whacked myself 1000 time on a brick wall with all i got, it won't subdue this darn anger burning inside me!!!!!! i wanna be so numb. so oblivious to everything that's happening. i wanna be able to scream & no one can literally hear me. but i'm already there. i can scream at the world by the things i do, the way i do them & no one will see what's wrong with me. oh, just kill me.

2008-10-07T14:53:00.002+08:00

i am pissed.... URGH! i wanna read Midnight Sun, in a book. not online. feel so annoyed. why must the bloody person do that?! now she's through with it. faggot. i'm so fed up. so now we only got 12 chapters. dammit. i feel so whiney doing this but really its damn freaking annoying. now i need to read it online. i want the it in a book. i wanna be able to keep it, lyk a book. so damn shit. so i'm a freaking angered twilighter.urgh........depressing.... i lyk books. something you can hold. the whole nice part about having a book is that it'll physically be there, not stored on some computer... !@#*@)&%&)@%&

2008-10-06T15:05:00.004+08:00

stupid internet. why is it so slow. dammit.i can't even check my email. !!!#$#@!%$#. so annoying. now even facebook is a problem. bloody hell. what's wrong?! Urgh! Sat for history paper today. It's not a difficult paper, but if i had studied i wld have answered much better than i had. sigh. i guess its just what i get for being lazy. went to N2 today. i bought hamster food for oreo. sat at mcdonald's to eat a lil'. Denisha suppose to meet up with aaron but i guess he saw me & eleanor there & he got frightened. whimp. so he didn't want to meet her. but when pearlyn said that denisha wanted to meet him he went balistic.he ran to 7-eleven just to meet her. he said hi. & denisha ran to hide... =.= [hopeless] he was embarrassed and hid behind some matress shop. i told her to go find a tree and go play bollywood. so retarded! he wants to kiss her.... ewww..... its sick... they aren't even together. sick bastard... *pukes* denisha fantasies about boys/guys/males. another sick person. so they're good for each other then. at least she's seriously thinking abt whether now's the right time for a relationship. shows some maturity in her thinking. so i guess that's a good start.well, all the best to her. i dunno what she's gonna do.

2008-10-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

Today's story of my life.

Today is English final year exam paper 2.
well i think i used the whole 1h 45min to do it. so freaking long.
well i think it's cos i written to much for summary n i had to cancel alot of words. well after that we had a paperball fight. we'd collect all the used paper n crush them to paper balls. we'd start throwing them at each other. i guess its a substitute for snowball fights. today is priscilla's birthday too!!! so ahppy birthday priscilla! we gave her a book n a cute robot lyk piggy bank. we're planning to give zandra a g-string for her birthday!! MUAHAHA! enqi suggested to buy condoms.. ew! so i told peilin that we'll buy condoms for enqi's birthday next year. buy laurencia (butch) long wig!! pearlyn swee launduray!! hahaha!!!
went home. my bro was still sleeping so had to call the hse phone to wake him up to open the door. den i used the comp. GOOD NEWS! he help me with this problematic comp. now i have music to listen to!! YIPPE!! now listening to suspension by mae. awesome song. so i play on the comp for awhile, go bathe. eat. sit at the comp. now i have twilight theme on my handphone yeah! now i'm going to go read Breaking Dawn. haha so happy. dun feel as if its exam week... i got no stress...
|||story of my life|||

2008-10-02T15:52:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna finish Twilight!! WHOOPIE!!!! so happy... but when i finish reading Twilight, then i would have nothing else to do with my life. dammit. why am i so sddicted to Twilight? it's lyk my drugs.... sheesh... without reading Twilight, its as if i have no more goals... Jeez.... this is bad... now, my comp has a prob... It can't play music!! music is esential for me to be.. erm, unbored? Damn the bloody piece of metal technology! why do u always cost me so much problems!!! my music.... T-T

2008-09-24T18:53:00.003+08:00

three names you go by:
-shannon
-shann
-ng ng pok... =.=
three screen names you've had:
-ripplestearz
-JuiceBox
-Machotistic
three physical things you like about yourself
-my eyes
-my eye colour...
-my hair? i dunno....
three physical things you dont like about yourself
-My fingers
-My face... :|
-My teeth.
three parts of your heritage
-Chinese
-Hokkien
-Christian
three things that scare you
-Death
-heights
-losing the ppl i care for...
three of your everyday essentials
-air
-water
-twilight series! [i'm addicted]
three things you are wearing now
-Shirt
-boxes
-rubber band on wrist.
three of your favourite bands or music artistes
-Mae
-McFly
-Busted
three of your favourite songs (right now)
-Fall for you.
-Suspension
-Transylvania
two truths and one lie (in no particular order)
but im gonna do it in order anyways(:
- I'm addicted to Twilight
- I wish i had my own fairytale....
- i am a vampire! lol, bloodsuckers...
three things about the preferred sex that appeals to you
-Personality
-make jokes that i actually laugh at...
-love.
three of your favourite hobbies
-Reading Twilight
-Listening to music
-Dreaming my life away.
three things you really, badly wanna do now
-Buy the entire Twilight series.
-watch twilight
-read eclipse.
three careers you've considered
-Veterinarian
-Singer. [when i was a wee lil' kid]
-Artist [when i was only way tall]
three places you wanna go on vacation
-England
-USA
-Australia
three names you like
-Roue
-Lyle
-Rory
three things you wanna do before you die
-get married? [hopefully i dun die young:D]
-see all the wanders of this world
-be a really strong Christian.
three ways you are stereotypically a girl
-i have long hair
-i have skirts & dresses
-i like guys
three ways you are stereotypically a boy:
-i play alot of outdoor activity
-dun cry lyk a baby.
-big ego... [blush]

2008-09-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

run away. maybe i wanna run away. dun lyk home. no mre comfort. dun lyk it here. dun ask me why cos i dunno y. just wanna wake up from this nightmare. everything's fake. all that i've known. all that i ever believed in. i'm losing it. damn it. y..... everyone's fake. i'm fake. this is fake. y is everything fake??? oh God, help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyones gone. i've lost my friends. were they all fake? untrue friends? but it can't be that they've just change all together. probs with me. so unready for change. i dun mind being a loner, just dun wanna lose the friends that i have. so what if i noe but i dun feel anything? what's the point in that? should change sch, maybe then i wun lose them. i'd just have to place them at the back of my mind locked away. stored but throw the keys away. they can never b lost. but they can never be found. who says its better to have love n lost. i wished i never loved them.

2008-09-08T21:33:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!! what the hell are u turning into! claire.... why are u lyk that? wat the hell is wrong with u? ARGH! u think i lyk breaking friendships? Well, i dun. i'm so pissed! not pissed at u, so pissed with myself. bloody hell. why isit that u have to become into this? hell yeah i dun understand you. what's gotten into u? appearntly i dunno who the hell u are any mre. n u noe less abt me. why claire? WHY? why are u lyk that? u noe i hate ppl lyk that?!!! do u KNOW what u're becoming? if u still want to sort this out. u can come talk to me. but pls dun cry cos i'll just get irritated. u noe i always stood by u. but this time. it's not right, what you're doing. u're not the only one beating urself over this crap shit matter.

2008-09-03T12:10:00.002+08:00

damn the bloody bitch. mother fucker. go eat ur bloody shit.
had enough of ur darn ass problems. si ba puo. wtf. only a bloody maid think u damn big sia. bloody hell. only noe how to talk on the phone for so long. still use the bloody house phone. make her pay for the bills sia. bloody hell. kaninabuchaojibai. one day, i'll just punch her in the face until she gets a concuction. bloody idiot. push off the building see wad she can do. short fart. 7 years sia. for 7 pathetic years having to live with such a bitch. fuck the bloody ass hole. wish i could just gut her. bloody ass hole. think she damn good. si bei lan jiao. no wander she got no husband, who in their rite mind wanna marry her. the person hu marries her is blind stupid n deaf. total ass hole that basket. ask her go fly kite. such a dumb ass. everyday, just waiting so i can kill the bitch. rather have no maid then have a maid who's a mother fucker.

2008-09-01T19:09:00.002+08:00

today, went to EnQi's to do science project. well, we went to eat first. we ate at Mad Jack. pretty neat place. so we were eating our lunch, enqi, peilin, victoria & i, talking & eating. it started to rain. PeiLin & Victoria noticed a sound. they went "OMG! the guy fell!" enqi & myself looked over too. there was a man in his early 30s on the floor with another guy helping him up. the guy who fell was bleeding from his right eyebrow. i was thinkin "wicked". the 3 of them just lost their appitite. i was sorta laughing at the guy for being such a goon. the floor was layed with ceramic tiles, therefore very smoothe. + the rain, there'd b less friction & he just had to rush. stupidity. lame ass. he bled alot though. his blood coated the floor. awesome. but i didn't get to see him bleed though. sad case...

2008-08-31T16:09:00.003+08:00

What Is Your Name:
Shannon

Use Each Letter in Ur name to make another name:
S- Seth
H- Hector
A- Athel
N- Nellae
N- Neal
O- Odette
N- Nella

What's Your Full name?
Shannon Ng Su Yan

Type Out the last letter of Each name:
HRLELEA

My new name:
Shannon Ng Hrlelea Su Yan

lol....

2008-08-26T19:56:00.002+08:00

Nonchalent....

i think on monday 2 weeks ago, i almost died. literally.
i was suppose to meet up with PeiLin, EnQi, Zandra & Eleanor. but eleanor couldn't make it at the 11th hour. So nvm that. We were meeting up at 11 at escape. i left my hse abt 10.15. [was quite early, my hse near escape] so i was at the bus stop at HaiSing at 10.45? so i was j-walking. i was listening to music, so i cldn't hear the cars. i walked, while smsing, did not pay attention to the road but walked & walked. i was half way across & the car almost ran me over. when it honked only den i noticed it was there. i just turned to look at it alil' n carried on walking. i felt nth. no fear. what ran thru my mind was "why aren't i dead? why did it stop?". i was laughing when i told this to peilin & enqi. i'm sumhow turning mentally unsound.... it scares me.the normal me wld be, "OMG! Thank u GOD!!! THANK U THAT I'M NOT DEAD!!" but now. i guess, i'm already dead on the inside. when nothing really matters in life. when u loose sight of everything u worked so hard for. & in the end, u dun even noe y u bothered. chasing meaningless wants. trying ur best to fulfill ur desires. but in the end, u'd find, it was all for nth. God, renew my purpose. i dun wanna die off.

2008-08-23T10:38:00.005+08:00

-!- Girl Of Hidden Hearts-!-

Hidden Hearts, fade away in the wind
Like golden dust, dancing in the rays of the sun as it starts to set
Can you hear them beat, so sadly
They'll be gone, in the wind

(*)The girl of hidden hearts,
Hid her heart so deeply in lies....
She lost her heart, that was hidden too deep... with hurt...

Now, she fades away with the hearts that hides...
She guides them back to where they shld be
Giving them another chance, to find their hidden hearts
Before they were gone... (*)

& now, having guided so many hearts back...
she stumbled & found her hidden heart that was not...
it was broken!
but mended, with tender love & care!!!!!!!

It was with another.
Her heart was found beating again.
With the Mender of Broken Hearts (ooh...)
It was a gone case, her heart
but he didn't give up,
on mending her heart!
That was beyond repair,
he mended them back into a whole heart.

The Girl of hidden hearts,
found her heart, & gave it away...
To the Mender of Broken Hearts...

by:me(:

2008-08-18T18:36:00.003+08:00

i recentely came down with food poisoning, so now i am really hungry. reason being that i cannot eat alot of kind of food. so i got nth much to munch on!!! AHH! i am starving help me!!!! ToT seriously i wannna eat!!! i am sad.... i wanna get eye liner. but i wun get a chance to use it... i've written 2 songs!! :D
1: Road to Nowhere. [karina, eleanor, denihsa heard it]
2: Into The Unknown, into God's Embrace [not done wif music]
well, first one is just sum music, mre of the emotions kind.
the second is abt where i am in my walk with God.
the music only consist of me singing, so ya.... cos i dun have a band and all... i only noe how to play the keyboard, but i hate it so nvm.only if i knew how to play the guitar.... hmm... but i really want to learn the bass. hope that the songs come out good(:

2008-08-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

ya... another day into my life, looks lyk its gonna rain. love the rain. nature's music... as the pattering of the rain fall against my cheek... i start to cry for a reason i dun understand... feeling lyk a baby... in the cold... dunno y i start to cry... dun understand the reason y....
God, Jesus...
I'm free falling...
catch me Lord...
Cos i noe i can't help myself anymre Lord!
Lord, im so afraid that you wun catch me as i fall...
so many songs just tell me to let go of myself, its the only way to find myself in Your embrace...
i'm still falling but where are You Lord?
my heart constantly cries out for You...
but i hear no reply...
so lost, i am without You, Father... My Rock & my Redeemer....
My shepherd.... have you forgotten me?
have you given up all hope you had for me?
LORD....

QUIZ :D

2008-08-11T19:11:00.002+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of :
1. Jacqueline
2. PeiLin
3. Zandra
4. EnQi
5. Bernadette
6. Eleanor
7. Denisha
8. Karina
9. Priscilla
10. Pearlyn Swee
11. DOUGIE POYNTER! [lol]
12. Matthew
13. Claire
14. Bernice
15. Daniel
16. Samantha
17. Denise Yap
18. Izabelle
19. Sarah
20. Mouktita

how did you meet 14 ? (Bernice)
-Thru sch.My classmate in Pri5&6

what would you do if you never met 1 ?(Jacqueline)
-I'll be missing up on alot of fun. My life wld be dull.

what if 9 and 20 are fated ?(Priscilla&Mouktita)
-Eww... Lesbo!

well..will 6 & 17 date? (Denise yap & Eleanor)
-No way! they aren't lesbians...

describe 3.. (Zandra)
Sweet. Full of laughter. Secretive. More than meets the eye(:

is 8 attractive? (Karina)
-HELL YA! she's attrative from the inside out...

describe 7.(Denisha)
-i dunno... weird?

do you know any of 12's family members?(Matthew)
-ya. same church.

what if 18 confesses he or she likes you? (Izabelle)
-Why not? i love her too. we're best budds(:

what language does 15 speak? (Daniel)
-eng & chi i suppose.

who's going out with 9? (Priscilla)
-No one(:

how old is 16 ?(Samantha)
-13

when did you last speak to 13 ?(Claire)
-Last sunday

who's 2 fave singer?(Pei lin)
-i have no freaking clue! but she noes mine :D

would you ever date 4?(EnQi)
-if i were a lesbian or a guy, yeah. either wise no.

will you ever date 1? (Jacqueline)
-No. if i were a guy yeah, she's funny. but no, i wun. gets on my nerves at times.

is 19 single?(Sarah)
-yeah.

what is 10's last name?(Pearlyn)
-Swee

school of 3 ?(zandra)
-St. Anthony's Canossian Sec.

where does 6 live ?(Eleanor)
-Pasir Ris

what do you think of 5?(Bernadette)
-sick in the head. pretty. funny. weird at times(:

have you seen 2 naked?(Peilin)
-erm, no.... dun wish too....

choose 5 people to do this test,ummm:
-me
-myself
-i
-muah
-erm... me? (:

2008-07-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

I Lyk Dougie Poynter!!!! WOO! i noe this is random but i gt nth else to write abt & my friends say write abt him so, ya(: hmm... i lyk the band McFly. i've lyked the band since 9 so its been 5 yrs. i never knew how they looked like at all. but now, i noe how they look lyk & they're all hot. but i think Dougie's the best! teehee... i noe im lame la hu cares. ya okay. no mre. byebye

Mission trip.

2008-05-29T13:17:00.002+08:00

The first team laft yesterday. Oh Lord, pls grant them journey mercy. That they'll reach there safely. everything will be okay. Oh Lord that no one will fall ill. that this trip be a fruitful one. that miracles will take palce. That for the entire tirp to be fruitful. that Your presence will just rain down into this place oh Father. That You fill me up with You that i'll be ready n right to serve You. Father, that You will help everyone. That You'll open the hearts of the people to You. That we will save lives through this mission trip. This is my first time. O Lord, i pray that Your Holy spirit will just rain down on us, fill up the place, make us to be so filled with the spirit that we are able to do according to Your will n not ours or others. I commit myself to You. That You'll take me n use me. Your humble servant o Father. Ready to be used. I am ready. Take me n use me. I needYou mre ta=han anything! my prayer is still the same, my heart is cryin' out Your name Oh Lord. Crying till i can cry no mre! That tears run dry within me. i want to be found in Your embrace. I want to be used by You Oh Lord. Only You! Cos i noe i'm nothing. Useless. Just a parasite without You. Give me that feeling when i first truely loved You............. Touch my heart. I am willing to be used by You. OH Lord take control of me............. Oh Lord.... Sweet annioting.... Wash me over........

Friends

2008-05-29T13:03:00.002+08:00

Lord, i just can't thank You enough for the people You have placed in my life. i love You so O Lord. For the wonderful friends that You have placed in my life. How they care for me when i need caring. I noe that You are taking care of me through my friends. That You have sent them to be a guide for me. To be sumone i can count on, sumone i can rely on. Even though i cannot see You O Father, but i see that u have set in the hearts of my friends to have an urge to care for me. when i feel i'm alone, lost n in desperate need of Your love. i see You O Father, i see You in my friends. Now i noe that they are true. That they are from You. In your presence O Father, i'm free to be me. i am FREE... no longer trapped... no longer stuck... i'm free in Your presence O Lord! Let Your sweet anioting wash me over! Only in the presence of You am I free.... in the presence of my friends, i now noe i can be free to be who i am...... Thank You Lord Jesus....

2008-05-12T17:06:00.002+08:00

Today was marking day....
But we basektballers had basketball practice from 8am-11.30am. This is definately the toughest practice i've had. So we did four corners n blah blah. We had waterbreak n everyone was sitting down waiting for JiaoLian to call us. When we went back, JiaoLian LaoGong shouted at us to quick gather. He scolded us for taking 17min break. he did sum calculation n decided to ask us to run 40 rounds around the court. Then after we ran abt2 rounds he asked us to stop. He told us it was a waste of time so he wanted us to do 40 sets of three-man wave. 1 set consisted of 4 baskets. after awhile we couldn't do it. We only managed to do 8sets. So he made us do suicide within a given time. We went by levels n was seprated into 2 grps. We did that 3x each n accomplish the given task. But he punished 3 of the sec2 cos they walked the remaining 10m even though they passed. after so, we drank our water n did 100underbaskets. 50 AB. 30 elbows. 10 3-pointers. we went off after warming down. i was mentally prepared for such tough practices, but i guess my body wasn't. i was ready to quit. on the verge of tears. i kept calling to Jesus for help, i kept telling myself that i'm stronger than that, can't break so easily....we all felt lyk puking. i really felt horrible. i'm such a let down. =(

2008-05-02T14:28:00.002+08:00

Last wednesday, i was on the bus with Jolene, Denisha(ass), Poojitha we were going home we were all tallking... i have a habbit to look n see hu's on the bus so i did... i turned back n saw the guy hu acted as Situ Bi!!! in my mind i was lyk OOOHH!! but my face didn't show *hehe* he caught me looking at him, n pretended that he didn't... maybe he thought that if he ignored my presence i'd just stop or go away.... he was wif his gal *haha* she's pretty. when he was gettinng down the bus, he looked at me from the corner of his eye. i looked at him with my corner of my eye. den he looked away haha!!!! Ppl ask my y i dun ask for autograph... simply giv'em their own privacy! man! they get annoyed by ppl asking for their autographs n all its so freaking retarded! i'd definately be pissed if that EVER happen.... but it was cool.... now having exam... 3 mre psper n im done!!! God bless all u ppl out there having exams!

The SCHOOL INVASION!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-15T19:47:00.003+08:00

It's gonna start!!! it was going to 1.45... we were so anxious! we were stuck in the comp lab doing our art... cldn't be released until 2.15!!!ARGH! when we were released... we rushed to the hall by that time, only The Fire Fight played... we missed the West Grand Boulevard....:( But it rocked!!!! We ran to the stage to hear them play!!! we jumped n jumped!!! WOO!!!so cool... after that we went to the nokia bus where both bands went on l8r... we took pic with The Fire Fight!!!! HAHA!!! i think he's name is "JBark"? but he so cute!!!! ah! Denisha went ahead of us n asked for his autograph!!!!! ARGH! he forgot to return the cap until he notice that we were looking at the cap (: MY PEN :D den he had to take a photo so he said he'll come back l8r but he forgot. denisha went to tap on his shoulder reminding him den he signed eleanor's...for got to return the pen until we started to stare at the pen... he went without signing mine!!!! *sobs* denisha helped me to ask him to sign.. den he saw her AGAIN so she said for me... now the ink's smudging!!!! NO!!!!! *sobs*
it says:
To Shannon,
Thank you so much
for surpporting us!
THE FIRE FIGHT
Harks (dunno what is harks)

Eleanor got to talk to him!!!!! ARGH!!!!!! he's Christian... COOL! the whole band's Christian!!!! So cool, they go to a church called Heart Of God.. she cldn't rmbr...
But he used my pen!!! i'm so happy!!!!

2008-04-15T19:11:00.003+08:00

Planetshakers concert rocks!!!!!!!
Planetshakers n Tim Hughes concert was De Best
It was so fun n enjoyable!!!
When Tim Hughes was playing his guitar n looked up, he smiled n sang... Zandra den scream n almost fall to her knees!!! (naughtynaughty) We were screaming, jumping n enjoying the time worshiping God... Lifting everything to God.... It was indeed memorable :D We were all jumping, without caring abt what others thought of us... We just jumped.... It was SOOO COOL!!!!!!!!!! Tim Hughes said that Singaporeans are THE MOST GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE!!! WOOHOO! the planetshakers agreed too.... There was a momment of silence during worship when i lernt Singaporeans just cldn't take silence... A guy shouted WOO~, den another cleared his throat... Den the guy infront of us clapped his hands once... Such a pity that we can't observe silence.... The MC was funny.... They all had an English accent.... So AWESOME!!
The MC told us a story:
Once back in England, the members of the church were kicking an inflatable soccerball around. it gt stuck between the speaker n microphone stand. So "I decided to show off some of my Beckham skills" He kicked the ball with ALL his might. but he tripped on the guitar chord n the ball flew to the front row where an 85 yr old women was sitting. it her n she flew 3 rows back!!! he thought that "it's the end. I'm going to jail for killing that women..." Nt only did the women 'survived' the ordeal.... she was smiling throughout the service!!! SO COOL!

he gave us a metaphore..... The queen of England is such a cool lady. When u're taking pix at the palace. she could just open the balcony n be there waving (he demonstrates n makes us cheer) Den the guards call u in n says tat the Queen wld lyk to see u. Den u'd think wad did i do worng? is this a no pic zone? u enter the throne room n u see the queen... she askes u where are u staying, n suggests that u stay in one of her many rooms in her palace... Jesus is lyk the Queen... Inviting us to come n stay with Him, n join Him. he is so warm n so inviting....

We all said a prayer... he asked the non-dbelievers hu said the salvation prayer with him to stand up, so that the ushers can give dem sum stuff n a pen (he giggles)
den we got up.... n started praising!!! HALLELUJAH!!!! the best day of my life!!!!

2008-04-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday during basketball practice, JiaoLian brought her exstudent... He is SO HOT!!!!!!! but funny, he's a basektballer but he's fair... strange.... but he very pro! [to me la] he can shoot from half court! when he shoots, he turns his wrist, CHAO COOL!!! he's a gentleman, compared to JiaoLian's other exstudents... they laugh at us when we miss... What The la! so annoying.... hmph! come our sch still dare laugh at us!!! THICK SKIN ARH! but anyways, he very very very hot!!!!!!!!! he's good lokking n such a gentlemen, so cool!!!!! haha, eleanor u mmissed out!!! *sry my post may sound weird, refraining from saying damn =X

2008-04-04T19:10:00.003+08:00

2.4km Run
Today i had 2.4km run!!!! phew, gee, am i glad its over! i only ran within 15.3mins ...:[ Eleanor, EnQi, PeiLin kept saying that they'll faint & wanna go B ward in ChangiGenralHospital-den they'll share the same room.... we ran lyk we never ran before... but still i sucked... I really gotta thank God for not letting it rain!!! it was drizzling before so i thank God for being ever so faithful! that He didn't abandon me, even in small situation like this, he has proven to be so faithful... All though i didn't do that well, i still thank Him for letting my get at least a B. :Dsmiles! i got to play with the see-saw!!! YIPEE! So FUN! i noe i'm childish, but its something i haven't done i ages n i miss doing so!!! Eleanor's mom was ever so kind to send us back to school :D *thx* i needed the loo BADLY! i've needed to use it before i even reached Bedok Reservoir....Jolene n i went to the toilet n went home together on the bus....
This is a testimony of God's faith & my first 2.4km run! smiles!

2008-04-04T18:17:00.003+08:00

On Wednesday was my parents' anniversry..... They picked me up from basketball training early that day... We were going to eat at Jumbo Seafood Restraunt.... We went, n we ate outside, beside the glass panel with Mas Selamat poster on it.... LOL! My sis brought her boyfriend along too... We ordered 2 crabs!!! one chili crab and the other was butter crab! YUMMALICIOUS!! We had kangkong, baby kailan, frog leg, baby squid, yam scalep, satay n orni.... ALL the food were great!!!! Mmm-mm... We wanted the lollipop so we made my lil' bro ask, but he was lousy n my sis asked instead...My dad ordered a jug of tiger beer(which sucked, my bro, my sis' boyfriend, my dad n i drank!!!! HAHA! i drank 1/2 a mug...*i noe i'm underage* all of the sudden, while my sis was in the toilet, a BIG cricket fell onto my dad's plate, it was abt 2.5cm long! we capped it in between a bowl n plate. when my sis was back she hadn't the slightest clue what was inside... She thought it was just a peanut n we were trying to scare her... Even her boyfriend didn't tell her... MUAHAHA! my sis made the choice to open it, n she saw it! LOL! she didn't scream, she just capped it back n passed it to my bro. he swapped the bowl with a glass mug... n there were some beer inside. the cricket was drinking the beer!!!! My dad poured mre for it to drink n it seemed to be enjoying itself.... we decided to pour it away den the cricket rushed tot he beer trying to drink as much as it could!!!! SO WEIRD! haha!! my bro den just let it out after some workers noticed it there... My bro asked me, "Don't you feel like someone is watching us?" i smiled n turned to face the Mas Selamat poster n laughed!!! i told my sister n she cracked up too... lol..... this was my parents' anniversry... <3

2008-03-29T15:04:00.003+08:00

yesterday went for basketball practice,cos my finger is injured, in had to run 20 rounds around the canteen n do 2sets of 30 leg lifts.den repeat the entire process. after i finished that, my coach asked me to rest first. so i watched the others do four corner.2 girls from woodgrove sec was practicing with us as well. den jiao lian asked both of them to do full court lay-up. [full court lay-up is dribbling the ball from 1 end to the other n shoot. if miss den rebound, after it goes in, run to the other end n do the same. shoot as many baskets in 1min.] both the woodgrove gals got 7 baskets within 1 min. 2 of our senoir tried as well.Ziying got 8 n jerene got 7... the rest of us r juniors... we either had 4,5 or 6.... for me, i had 5 baskets... n after doing so, my mind was lyk blacking out... really tought if u gt no stamina... den we plyes kill.its lyk when everyone line up in a line,n 2 basket balls r used. the aim of the game is to get the ball into the basket as quickly as possible. if i was the person behind, den i would have to get the basketball into the basket before the person infront of me in order to 'kill' her. den she'd be unable to play.so the first time dan ni won.... second, hui min from woodgrove won... den we warmed down n said bye to jiao lian, but we den asked if we could play summre... so she said yes n we did. This is MY most enjoyable basketball lesson yet... :) [i noe it's lame]

2008-03-17T10:08:00.004+08:00

CAMP CORRI
day 3!!!!

so we slept... till 5.30 haha!!!
we woke up got all our stuff n went to bathe...
*BATHING*
we bathed n complained abt hw cold the water was...
when we were done we went to go brush our teeth :D
n eleanor forgot to bring her towel!!! :O
so i lend her mine [it was a retarded towel]
LOL!! when we were brushing our teeth, we noticed at the side of the basin was a hush puppy pantie with lot's of balloons printed on it!!!! HAHAHA!!! den Jing came in, she told us that we'd better hurry back, cos Mr Ng was scolding the rest.... [we so heng]
when we went back we were told to go slp[BORING!] but instead we talked, when Mr Ng was apporaching, we'd pretend we were slping... [heh hehs] but soon enough he let us go bathe as it was already 6.55am... so packed our slping bags...[surprisingly nt everyone knew how] den Marga shouted 'CAMP CORRI OI~I' but ppl ignored...so she repeated herself n yes, she got the same reaction.... we told her to shush up cos the instructors were still asleep. she kept quiet. :)
we den walked around the sch. we were approaching the toilets when we saw *KorKor* going into the toilet............den out agian... he asked us, "U all allowed to use the guy's toilet arh?" we said 'yah' "den the guys use what?" we said 'dunno?, the 'long-kang' can oso'..... so nvm, we go get them out of the toiet, after helping him to get them out of the toilet he said he didn't need to use it anymre.... -_-"' forget it... we went down to the sandwich machine to grab a bite....
soon we went up to the hall where we were told to go for morning run... we had to run one pathetic round.....
before we started running *korkor* asked, "why ur friend go everywhere oso bring camera?" 'so now den u scared la, tell u already, SHE LYKS U!!!!!' n she was rite beside him, den we shushed up..... we ran that one round n made our way to the canteen for breakfast. Phina n I didn't eat...[cos we had sandwiches] so we played the piano, but den got sorta chased back to our seats:D nvm we just sat there n waited, Ms Chia asked phina y wasn't she eating, n phina had to tell her tat we'd eaten.... but ms Chia just said that u better not break the camp rules... when she left, i told phina nt to breathe a word to anyone else abt it.... after breakfast, we wen tto clean up the canteen.... we were cleaning up the entire place but 1/8 did nth much. we took a rest, n got scolded for not doing anything... we cleaned up 3/4 of the canteen n still got scolded... so heck la, we ust go cleen the floor where all the drinks had been spilled.... we carried the tables back to it's proper arrangements..... we went back up to the hall......we had a prize giving ceremony, where 2 of our class mates were among top 3 for each catergory... they den showed us sum clip n played a song~that's what friends r for~ we went hugging our friends n female instructors..... shook the hands of the guy instructors..... i cried, weird i noe, seeing germaine cry made me cry, sumhow.... we talked with our instructors as a class after that n wei lin gave us a note with a snickers chocolate bar behind it.... we took a grp photo, n yah.... this was pretty much it....
when i was abt to leave for home eleanor asked where was *kor* so i called him.... den before he picked up, i heard ~BuNengShuoDeMiMi~ at first i thought it was the music in the background but soon realised that no music was being played in our sch [so toot!] den he picked up n i asked where he was n he said at the canteen.... okay, so i accompanied eleanor to go give him our school badge for keep sake..... den i left....

COS afterwards we were supposed to go to the movies together with jing,wei lin & kendrick......
but they were being debriefed by kelvin[evil!] so nvm... they couldn't cum c the show with us but they stll met up at McDonald's..... :D this is my account of camp corri!!!! :DDDD

♥CAMP CORRI!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-28T16:48:00.003+08:00

DAY 2
in the sunken foyer...waiting...
soon enough, we made our way up to the hall...
we said the pledge & national anthem...
~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
grp by grp we said our cheers....
before they could even get to our grp, of for lunch we went
eating the same food, we were bored... sigh, but we ate
soon after, we took a bus to....
♥THE BOTANICAL GARDENS!!♥
we went off on our ways to ans a set of given questions
ya.. we kept walking, n i kept saying the wrong places... *OOPS!*hehe
*korkor* carried denisha's tumbler through out the whole entire trip in the Botanical Gardens.... so for abt 2 hours we're done with the questions...
we went back to the meeting place and sat.... we sang an action song 2gether
eleanor sprained her ankle n ZongXing *korkor* helped her..[part of FirstAidTeam]
eleanor lyked ZongXing alot n she was kinda 'frightened' when he helped her out
soon after we took a grp pic... we had to help eleanor make her way as she couldn't do it on her own...
after that, everyone waited for a bus. Jing *jie* decided to stick wif us.
so she waited wif us... we were the last class to leave, it took abt an hour 4 the bus to cum..... mean time we talked....HAHAHA! the funniest thing happened! denisha took her tumbler back from *korkor* she purposely stood in front of him n started swinging her tumbler n said,"lalalala" denise scared denisha n she turned n swing her tumbler into *korkor*'s direction.. !WHACK! *OHHH...man that gotta hurt* *korkor* quickly steped back & kept a dinstance from her...LOL! he helped carry the tumbler the whole 2hours & got whacked by it... man the irony.....
*kor* lyked S.H.E n said HEBE was his wife... all of us laughed...[to think u'd hear tat from a 20 yr old guy] anyways, he said they were his "o xiang" was so funny...den Mrs Nair got us to sit back in our 2s... hw bored...soon the bus came... we sat at the back row n we chatted... Dillys hu was sitting at the second last row kept turning back... [MAN i knew it! she lyked him] throughout the camp she has been secretly taking pix of him...she kept turning back n talking to him, claiming to b talking to us.... *sigh* LOVE! wat it can make u do... we went alighted the bus at sch. we went to our class room n waited foreva 2 get our stuff as the doors were locked after cuming fm the hall. we went for a bath n went to the hall rite after...we were dismissed for dinner, where we ate... yum! we went back to the hall where some practiced the dance and all practiced the cheer...i went to play wif those hu weren't dancing. we played the squirel n tree game... i was oways a tree.... after patnering *korkor* to be the tree i asked him the most stupidest question... i'd never forgive myself. i was an ass to ask... i wasn't thinking of wad i was asking... i was such an idiot! hope he's nt angry.. {sry *kor*) dun tell u wad i asked, too stupid... after a while we went down.. as we were leaving the hall marga went to hug Jonathan who just recently came.... the other instructor pulled her away. as soon as he was loose he ran n Jin Yu, helped him... LOL! funny sia. Jonathan damn shuai...hehe...we made our way to the festival court where the campfire was.Ms Martins started the ceromony by lighting the fire.the event started! class by class we went up to dance... we sang camp fire songs n all... it was simply memorable! our parents were there too watching us have fun! my mom asked the funniest thing,'why are there guys?' i just said they were instructors...after the campfire was over, we went to the canteen.... i took a rubber band n shot *korkor* in the back hahah! he was lyk Ouch! hehe.. i noe,i'm evil! soon Eleanor, Seraphina n i went to the basketball court where we talked under the moon. i loved that.we talked until everyone left so we did as well.when eleanor wasn't wif us, phina told me that she wldn't mind a guy wif zingxing's looks but wif kor's character... she told me she lyked his character...we den walked to the hall n sat there in our camp tees... where Matthew beat boxed! it was so cool!!! i wish i cld do that.... den it was time we changed into pjs...den the guys had to go home.. eleanor n i went to the sandwich machine.he said there were 2 instructors climbing over the gate... we stared n one of dem [sound lyk*kor*] shouted "GO SLP LA!" eleanor shouted back "WE WANNA EAT LA!" lol, i told her that he'd betta b careful not to hit .... or he'll cry..... after we were done eating wif pei lin n the gang wif us we went back. we saw Jing n talked.she gave us sum food as we were hungry. so we were up stairs n we had our hps back... we went to slp abt 12 to 1....woke up at 2.45 hoping to get to bathe but stoped unfortunately but sister Dorathy.... continued....

CAMP CORRI!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-27T21:21:00.004+08:00

DAY 1=
in school.....
lined up in twos, we're saying the pledge n national anthem...
THE DAY HAS BEGUN.....
our class is devided into 2...[same 4 the others]

OUR GRP: SYBLE/team 8
TEAM LEADER:WEI LIN *JIEJIE*
ASSISTANT:KENDRICK *KORKOR*

we introduced outselves to jiejie
we touched up on it a lil' mre...and our flag is up!
we made our cheer, with lots of help from WeiLin jiejie...[hehe]
soon we're down for lunch!!!! YUMYUM!
we're hungry n we chomped down our food.... [wasn't tat nice]
we cleard our tables after we were done. n made our way up to the hall.
we went back to our class rooms soon after to take our bags....cos...
SENTOSA HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we sang camp fire songs all the way to Sentosa...
n yea, we enjoyed ourselves...
we were at seloso beach n wanted to go to palawan beach...
we walked, but in the wrong direction... we u-turned n made our way to palawan beach...
we could go n the sand bare footed!!!! WEEE!!!!!!!
little did we expect the sand to be piping hot... OUCH!!!
we first played a game where we had to step on the other class's balloons...
all 10 of us had our balloons with us, but the other had only 4 left!!!
next...*wuguiwuguitiao* we loss to the other team...=(
we played water bomb+ dog n bonenext n, yes...we loss :'(
i missed the next game as i went to the toilet wif PeiLin...
when we came back, we got a chane to play soccer!!! WOOO!!!!!!
Toni the goal keeper, n i'm defender.... lol...
She kept bugging me abt sum instructor hu looked lyk a basketballer n said veri matching.... just cos i rolled up my sleaves... lol
WE WON!!!! WE WON!!!!
we den played the polo sweet game...
Kendrick korkor was in-charge...
after skipping 5 consecatve times, we had to pas a polo sweet thru 5 ppl
den 5 ppl had to down 1.5l of water, [np it was really hot!]
after we did that, we hanged around the area.
we introduced ourselves to him.[but he soon 4got]
next station! the flour game a row of students get blindfolded n i had to lead them across sum trees with my voice... the others were throwing flour at the opposing team each time they came out of line...we loss that round too... ='(
next station volley ball, we didn't play tat as the other class didn't cum... so we played the balloon game again... n again we won!!! all 10 of us left standing...4 of them left too!!! we quickly reassembled back after going to the sea for 3 mins...time flew so quickly... next thing we were in school....
we were dismissed shortly after... as we waited in anticipation for tmr...

2007-12-01T12:57:00.001+08:00

YOUTH CAMP

day3/4

we ate our instant noodles. the water was out so not all of us cld use it. we had to reboil n so we did. the guys grew impatient after awhile.so they boiled thier own water in a pot.alot of the adults went home leaving CheeKin & PingXin to care 4 us. they kept opening the lid to check the water which only made it boil slower.lol!!! b4 it boiled, our water boiled first!!! YEA! so all of us used the water we boiled. then the guys started throwing spare hotdogs into the boiling water.damn fun! everyone started digging the fridge!!! earlier tat day, Abigail was saying tat Rachel told her Eugene had a long dimple when he smiled. so me n claire tried to c.it was true!!! den when he was eating his beibei mian, claire noticed every time he chew, he had 2 deep dimples on his cheeks... i was saying tat he nust have been real cute as a baby. they took out 1 plate of cooked hotdogs n started eating it. 'nice leh' after one bite everyone started to try it. the 'chefs' in the kitchen started cooking mre.when Marcus was taking out one hotdog, he accidentally dropped it n start to jump n shout'naiya!' matt got burned by the hotdog n he was lyk 'ouch! Marcus!!!' everyone hu saw this laughed!!! the thought came to me, this was hw my family used to be all laughters... but now... its all changed. that's y i prefer my friends.we ate abt 3 rounds of hotdogs...we were playing diadi in chaletA, losers eat hotdog!it was fun. after tat we stoped playing. the seniors gathered in the room n started 'chatting'. while we newbies went to chaletB.we were entertained by matt n jeff both were burning stuff with their baygon n lighter...[copy Marcus] but it was fun. den claire samantha n i went into our room to tok abt sumthing tat the others outside didn't noe abt.den we feel asleep by 3.30+am i woke up at 4.25am as i cldn't slp so i got up n went to brush my teeth. i was waiting outside 4 it 2 turn 5am as claire n samantha wld wake up.so i waited outside... it was going 5am i saw Abigail so i went back into my room. it turned 5 den i called samantha den claire. but only claire woke up.we were standing outside when they were teaching Abigail Cheryl n JiaMin hokkien words. none of them new any!!marcus was teaching them as Eugene slept on the sofa. KokWei almost dozed of n Matt sitting, listening.all the valgarities in hokkien was taught.. lyk Ni Na Bu.....so on so forth....we were abt to go to chaletA when we calle dEugene but he didn't wake up. marcus put a coin on his lips n Matt took a pic.den we left... at the centuary in chaletA, 4 abt5mins later, Eugene came... Jeff was on the couch slping n Eugene sat behind. matt showed him the pic den he was lyk "delete it la" dunno whether he got delete or not la.den he slept again.we were watching tv. damn lame.den Marcus said,"icanspare another dollar" put it on Eugene's lip again. when Matt wanted to take the pic, the coin dropped out which woke him up.so we went to watch tv again. den Marcus keep dun want to watch change change change n make fun of the programme. everyone laughed.Marcus play with the baygon n lighter making a massive fire which heat cld b held from quite a distance. b4 tat Matt went to slp...we were leaving 2 go catch the sunrise. everyone was calling Eugene to wake up but he was in such a deep sleep it took us abt 2mins b4 he woke up. we carried on teaching the 3 gals hokkien words which they had no clue wad it ment.lyk CJB.... if we didn't really understand the meaning we wld ask Jeff to explain. den Marcus said 'i better dun teach u, later ur parents cum look 4 me' everyone broke into laughter again.i called samantha up to c the sunrise.n denise n evelyn. eveyone wqas sleepy except 4 me n claire [dunno y] Abigail asked hu got compass? KokWei said Darrell!He got 3. Marcus said YA!The golden compass!! [from the ceral box] lol when the sun rose, everyone went back to slp.us gals played wif water bombs n watergun.we went to call ppl up to get ready to go home... KokWei n Eugene wake up den later go slp den we wake them they go slp again. Abigail n Rachel couldn't wake up until later... i took Pastor Amos' car home!!! THE END!

2007-12-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

YOUTH CAMP

day3

woke up at 6am went to take a shower, none awake.saw a big black spider the leg spend of abt half the width of an A4 sized paper.after usin' the toilet, samantha awoke to use it too.slowly, one by one they woke up, ppl flocked over to our chalet.we went 4 devotion den followed by breakfast. which was scrumpcious as usual...morning session was led by the sec4s 4 both 'yesterday n today'.it was lunch time!!!!we had to act out a shot skit which was cool! munchmunchmunch..
GAMESTIME: we lined up in a row in our own grps. Kelly was our, 饭tastic11 eggcraker n marcus was the jolly coconut's eggcracker. the objective was topass as many intact egg yokes as possible n we won by 1. all of us went to wash our hands.we were 'locked' in our rooms 4 10mins while the games ic prepared 4 the next game. we gathered in our grps hen we were called out. we were given a word search n sudoku do solve.as soon as we were done we had to look 4 cards around the chalet den look 4 the object once we were done finding the cards... first to collect all wins.we won only the sudoku part but lost the finding stuff part...=( we got 5 post-its wif the no. 5, 3 post=its wif no. 10 & 2 post-its with no. 20 stuck onto our back.no violance allowed, we had to grab the post-its off the other grp's back. we won cos we had a corner to hide in.so we got 5 marks lower den the other but the 2 P6 boys had to go ask 4 a higher mark. the other grp was generous enough to have the same score as us. =)we had our bath after this but the 3 of ues went to help out in the kitchen first. den bathe. SuFang fell sick so SuFen took over with LiangWei.we ate our dinner... SuFen jiejie's cookin was good too. nite service.... was over now... we didn't have to slp tonite!we had reflection, which everyone said tat this camp was the best eva!we went 4 supper n fellowship. no one went to bathe as no one was gonna slp......

2007-12-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

YOUTH CAMP 07'

day2

i woke up at 6.30am...heard the guys opposite our room comin' out too... i grabbed my stuff n went for a shower...notice Eugene standing at the fence just staring out... he doesn't talk to Darrell which is weird when Darrell is the one hu invited him... after i washed up i came out n samantha woke up 2 use the toilet. slowly the sky begin' lighting up... as soon as samantha came out, Su Fen jiejie woke up to use the toilet... it kinda amazed us as we thought she wld slp in. the gals in the other chalet was smsin' us to wake sumone up to open the gate so they cld cum out... Matthew was on the other side so he called his sis [Abigail] hu was in our chalet to wake CheeKin up to unlock the gate... so she did so.den the lot came over to our chalet. SuFang jiejie came to get our breakfast out as we went for devotion...my grp consisted of all the P6s n evelyn.... everyone took their bowl n filled them up wif milk n ceral when devotion was over...we went for mornning service...lunch was ready!!! everyone tucked in. we changed into our dark coloured tees.BOMBS AWAY! Splash! the war had begin each side protecting our queen...claire was in tears... hit by sumone tat i won't name...but he didn't noe...i got hit once in the side while attacking their queen...WE WON our queen had only her hair wet HAHA!the 2 beach mats were setup, shampoo & bubblebath soap was poured all over it. a spoon in our mouth which held an egg. we had to crawl on 4s n pass it on to our team mates. the other team was beating us badly!!! WE GIVEUP!! so they won.... a round of applause pls...we went to bath after tat game. again after our bath, claire,samantha n i went to help out in the kitchen... we smelled lyk food when it was dinner time...n again everyone was real hungry n cldn't wait! after dinner, we had nite service the same feeling though meaningful but boring.we had supper n fellowship n supper while we got ready 4 bed. the ppl in my devotion grp came except 4 matt for a pillow fight. after tat we went back to slp.

2007-12-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

from monday to thursday, i was at YOUTH CAMP 07'
the theme was BREAKING OUT

day one

to me ,and almost everyone at camp, this was the BEST camp ever!
on monday we checked in, cleaned the chalet and got ready for the ice breaker games.
we played double whacko which was damn cool!it was real fun.... through the game we got to noe each other's name.... there was only one new comer which we didn't noe & he was Eugene...... Darrell's friend...=)we played the game where they put a mat in front of us to block us from seeing hu it was on the other side. when they dropped it we wld hav to guess hu it was quickly. first i saw Kok Wei, den i said his name first so he came over....i got a second try & got Darrell, he sprayed my with a water gun... so diao..den he came over... daniel kept saying chee kin!!! so annoying...after tat,me & samantha help wash the rice n cook it while su fang jie jie cook the dishes....after the rice was cooked, we checked it only to find out that the top layer of rice was too dry!!! therefore too hard to be eaten but daniel kept eating it anyway....[so toot]at dinner everyone was starved n started eating lyk no body's business... easpecially the guys in a few mins, all the dishes were gone!!! Su Fang jiejie's cooking rox! we had nite service n it was okay...the sermon was abit boring but it was meaningful... den we went for supper n bathed... den went to slp

2007-11-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

<3 Why do GUYS fall in love with Girls<3

(This was written by a guy)
Don't break this; it's so
sweet! :)

1. They will always smell good
even if it's just shampoo.

2. The way their heads always find
the right spot on our
shoulder.

3. How cute they look when they
sleep.

4. The ease in which they fit into
our arms.

5. The way they kiss you and all
of a sudden everything is right
in the world.

6. How cute they are when they
eat.

7. The way they take hours to get
dressed but in the end it
makes it all worth while.

8. Because they are always warm
even when its minus 30 outside.

9. The way they look good no
matter what they wear.

10. The way they fish for
compliments even though you both know
that you think she's the most beautiful
girl on this earth.

11 . How cute they are when they
argue.

12 . The way her hand always finds
yours.

13. The way they smile.

14 . The way you feel when you see
their name on the your cell
after you just had a big fight.

15 . The way she says "lets not
fight anymore" - even though you
know that an hour later....

16. The way that they kiss after
you have had a fight.

17 . The way they kiss you when you
say "I love you".

18. Actually...Just the way they
kiss you...

19 . The way they fall into your
arms when they cry.

20. Then the way they apologize
for crying over something that
silly.

21 . The way they hit you and
expect it to hurt. * i think every
girl is guilty of this :)

22. Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt (even though
we don' t admit it).

23. The way they say "I miss you".

24. The way you miss them.

25. The way their tears make you
want to change the world so
that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die
or know that you would die without them it
matters not. Because once in your
life, whatever they were to the
world they become everything to
you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their
souls and you say a million things
without trace of a sound, you know
that your own life is inevitable
consumed within the rhythmic
beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
no paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the
mind but of the heart.

A feeling.

Only felt in the depths of our heart.

[This chain started in 2002.
It is a love chain letter.
In an hour you are supposed to
repost this.]

2007-11-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

today....
was sort of excitting....
students from the E4 Cluster came and they talked abt secondary sch life... learnt quite alot =) Yi Wei jiejie was our student leader, then came Charlotte jiejie, den Evelyn n Aini jiejie... haha...not used to calling so many ppl jiejie...took a grp picture with them hehe.. but ms shanta any hw take photo wan....=.= so pissed....
and karina lyked shawn *dunno if it's this shawn or sean.... she was almost gonna drool... hahaha lol
tat's all folks....Bb

2007-10-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

today, it rocked!!!!
we went bowling,my friends and i, and it rocked!!!
after bowling... we went to the arcade...
WOO HOOO!!! house of the dead 2 & jurassic park (lost world)...
made my finger get a blister....
we played table hockey & tat was DA BEST!!!
we were screaming our heads off... so fun...
how i wish i could take mental image to remember it by forever...
hmmm... how i wish i could just stop time... Be with my friends, & not miss them ever.... Last year... then we'll be moving on....
~It's so amazing when strangers become friends, but it's sad when friends turn to strangers.I never wanna loose a friend. I met them as a stranger, I took them as my friends. i hope we meet in heaven where friendship never ends...~
This is exactly how i feel...
i nevver wanna loose them..
my friends, now & forever...

PSLE!!!!

2007-08-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

4 weeks mre!!!!!
sia la... can't use comp liao le...
here's wishing all da teachers
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!
n God bless....
this is all...
so Bb

the puppy is my darling!!!!

2007-08-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

today... just finish my PSLE oral...
both chinese and english...
english was good actually....
chinese!!!! i keep stumbling on my words...
my chinese suck!!!! crap la....
while boarding the bus today...
i dropped my name tag under the bus!!!!
so suai! 6 yrs sia...
now i loose it...
wah biang... feel damn sleepy now...

zz
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-_-

2007-08-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
get a-away person!!!!!!!!!
NIDHI GHANDI U STAY AWAY!!!
dun read my blog la!!!!
go away!!!! GO NOW!!!!
pls la wah seh...
y i so suai?
just go la!
dun pester us!!!! GGGGGGGGGGGGOooooooooo...
i dun even let the class read my blog n u're reading?!
wth! go away....

ThinkIn' aHead oF tiM3...

2007-08-08T18:26:00.001+08:00

when i grow up... i wanna be a vet...
mainly cos i love animals...
insects too!!!
when i get my own house... i'll keep loads of pets...
Dogs, Guinie Pigs, Hamsters...
lots of them...

NEARER TO NOW:
dun wanna go co-ed sch next yr.....
basicly dun wanna go school....
so truoblesome to go co-ed sch la..
1 good thing... i get to kick sum guys butts!!!
so many things bad... kena bullied 4 sure 1 la..

must pass psle with flyinjg colours...
must remember mii friends 4EVA!!!!!!
must cum back to c teachers...

have fun..............................
(((((((((SMILEZ))))))))))

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bad news....

2007-08-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS:
we get to keep class pet!!!!
BAD NEWS:
teachers start disallowing students to bring pets...=(
PLSE oral next week....
so many things i wanna rite here... but mre ppl r cing mii blog... so cannot lor...
buzz my sms last month... so this mth can't sms so much liao le... *sobs*

so many bad stuff....
so lil' good stuff...
how i hope i can sms as much as i want...
hmmm.... tat wld be great...

NICE!!!!!!!!

2007-07-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

u must think i'm arrogant to say that this blog is nice...
well it would be, if i made it, but i didn't!!!!
my good friend Pearlyn helped me to make wat my blog is now!!!
thank you soooooooo much!!!!!
it's reallllllyyyyyyyy cooooolll!!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

=not used to all these=

2007-07-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

so not used to all these...
so afraid tat i get caught in the act by my parents or siblings!!!
this is so freaking scary!!!!
never imagined it to be this way...
so afraid tat my family sees the smses he sends...
can't imagine wat wld happen if they knew...
if they found out...
i'm toast....

to Bernadette Hoe Ling Li:
u're the big gal...
not me...
we aren't an item....

so scary....
so afraid

=weird=

2007-07-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

so weird la!!!!
make me talk to him!!!!
so weird ahh!!!!
lyk dunno wat to say...
but in the end still did talk.
he actually challenge me to talk to him?
it's a lil' too easy...
jus a lil talk...
so i've completed his given challenge!!!
haha...
felt a lil weird...
not used talking to guys older den me.
TODAY SUM MRE! CUM MY HSE 2ND TIME JUS TO PRINT STUFF...

lyking him mre...

it's going deeper by the second....

2007-07-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

i told him the way i felt....
it was scary...
i wasn't thinking...
2 days later he asked me hw i new tat my bro wasn't around when i smsed him...
it hitted me... i really wasn't thinking of anything then!!!!
wat a disaster it wld have been if tat took place...
sundays r gonna get colder....
n much much mre awkward.... hmmm

life hw difficult can u get?

do i smell jealousy??

2007-07-06T16:45:00.001+08:00

this is to make ms shanta jealous...
n oso in memory of Ms Danielle Hon....
one of the greatest teachers i've met!!!!
haha

n look at Jacqueline!!!!!
holding up the $2 note...
money face!!!

sry tat it dosen't show all...
if u wanna c email me!!!!
summersnitez_09@hotmail.com

it suddenly makes sense

2007-06-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

u noe... when u tell ur friends u lyk sumone...
they either spread it, tease u, or try to help u confess...
i have all 3 types of friend...
the ones tat wanna help... tell me to tell him...
which is to me a very difficult task....
i have no expirience at this kinda stuff...
really... it cld freak the person out...
& man tat's bad... especially when u c him quite often....
it'll be torturing than a happy thing...
there's still a probability of him not being a friend...
but if u tell him... he may lyk u...
wat's to lose... a friendship...
wat's to gain... a relationship...
difficult.. it makes sense to tell him...
it also makes no sense wat so eva to do so...
they wanna help me tell him but it's to scary 4 me...
give advise pls...

wandering wat to do...

LOST!!!!!

2007-06-27T16:21:00.000+08:00

i dun noe wat to do!!!!
now ppl wanna help me tell him...
they giving me ideas of hw to tell him!!
wispering into his ear...
OMG!!!!!!! so freaking hard jus to lyk
a person!!!! i really got no courage...
GOD HELP ME! I REALLY NEED YOU NOW!!!
*cries* i'm stressed out!!! help me...
if i knew u feel the same... i wldn't
mind but i'd be frightened still...
but it wld clear things out much better.
this is messed up... now mii friend ask
me to sms him?! no! i noe tat u wanna help
but... i jus can't! it's turning to a phobia!
if only u'd clear things out!

new school term...

2007-06-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

new school term jus started...
now i jus moved to a new seat..
beside the ms jacqueline netto!!!!
haha... now can talk even mre!!!!
the mre she talks crap....
the mre i can acctually whack her,
tickle her out of her seat.....
term 3 "crucial" term....
PSLE cuming so fast!!! nt mth got
prelim oral.... ahhhh...
scared tat i'm not gonna do tat well
ARGH!!!! MESSY LIFE!!!! dun wanna hav
the extra "preasure" of picking a school.
my parents r so keen on me going to a mix
school... but i'd rather not....
i have my reasons, ppl say i'm lucky tat
they want me in a mix sch. so many things
can go wrong in a mix school!!!

caN taLk b3tteR... =)

2007-06-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

hahas....

happy...weird...

now we talk.. iguess

it's easier to talk to him on msn

dun have to look at him...

once i start talking to him...

it doesn't seem so bad

as i imagined...

if only i had the courage...

i'd shout out to him "I Lyk U!!!"

but i dun have tat courage to do so.

it's nice talking to him...

( 4 the previous entry. the discribtion, capital letters spell his name)

loving him mre & mre...

jus so u noe.........

2007-06-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

i jus talkied to him on msn...

dun think he's interested to talk...

so it's all down the drain!!!!

he's

easy Going

laugh Alot

guess not Very

open to Interactions...

Not easily angered

if u c closely...

i actually already spelt his name...

lyk him alot

guess he does not lyk me so...

hu blames him...

guess it jus wasn't meant to be....

lyking him until i could love him....

bleeding bleeding heart

=OMG....oh my gosh=

2007-06-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

ahhh....
this is so crap!!!!!!
he's online!!!!!
i wanna talk to him but....
it's weird... n besides...
the song wonderwall describes my feeling very well...
i wanna tell him stuff...
i got loads of stuff i wanna tell him...
i can't find the words to say to you...
talking to him makes me feel so scared...
he sends me stuff time & time again on friendster..
but.....
i never get the chance to even say things tat i wanna say..
which isn't good
not at all!!!!!!!!!
i lyk him alot but can't tell him at alll
everytime i c him i'm happy....
only if i had the courage to tell him so...
but...............

only if....
then he might get freaked...
then he might lyk me too....
but.........

only if things were that simple..
i'd told him tat i lyk him alot...

cing him on sundays only are also good.
at least i get to c him once a wk...

love...LOVE...Love...l0v3....

2007-06-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

the moment i new i lyked him...

on the 7th june 2007....

i'll cut to the chase......

Bernice and i were walking along a stretch of road,

beside a mall. we went in talked to our friends and told tat we

were going to go out 4 a while...we walked on the same stretch of road.

this time the mall had a small ramp lyk thing which lead to the road we

were alking on. he all of the sudden came from the ramp. he put his arm

around my neck and said hey... i was so frightened. Bernice jus stared at me.

if it were a cartoon her head wld b filled with question marks. i said wooh...

while taking his arm away from me. i ran away n Bernice followed me.

she said"A...." with the face , u lyk him rite? i siad shhh n capped her mouth.

dun tell anyone.... [the dream carried on]

this was the moment i knew i lyked him...

if i dreamnt this .

tat means i must have thought of him subconciously.

meaning i lyked him without me even noeing!

creepy....

Lyking the wrong person?

2007-06-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

guess i'm falling 4 the wrong guy...

cos no matter how much i lyk him, i'll never have

the courage to tell him so... everyone has an archilles heel.

well this is mine. so if u noe me, u noe tat i'm sum wat "fearless"

but this is the point where i suffer. i really lyk him alot! but i dun

think he thinks the same way though........

everytime..... falling 4 the wrong guy... but this one, i sum wat feel different

bout him compared to the others....... not stating hu he is though.

if ppl noe... it's the end 4 me........dun think anyone does understand wat i'm

feeling.

the phrase "So close yet so far" really applies here...

he's so close, yet relationship wise, even as friends, so far.

then how do i noe i lyk him....

cos i jus noe it.. one day u can never not think of him 5x....

SO CLOSE, YET SO FAR.... (welcome to my life)

BORED!!!!! TO!!!!!!!! TEARS!!!!!!!!! missing my friends

2007-06-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

this is y i hate holidays!!!!!
so boring then need to do so much assesment!
SIGH!!!!
wanna go sch, but dun wanna meet the teachers!!!
miss my kindergarten friends... i still can remember them though.
they leave an everlasting impact in my life!!!!
miss those days man... so fun la!
quite a lot of the gals r in the same school as mii...
but i dunno bout' the rest....
i really hope tat the friends i have had here, tat we'll be FRIENDS
4 eva.... but i only wished....
guess i'm too clingy to them.........................
most of the times, i think friends are better than family...
dunno y.... they play a real important role in my life!!!
SEC sch next yr... new ppl, new friends. new enemies...
tat sux... but at least can go out with them by then!!!!
gonna miss all u ppl... friend or not

More details bout' mii.....

2007-06-13T13:54:00.000+08:00

NAME: Shannon Ng Su Yan
B'day: 23 January 1995
School: PAP Simei [nursery & kindergarten]
St. Anthony's Canossian Primary School
Email: summersnitez_09@hotmail.com (mostly use)
ripplestearz_09@hotmail.com
jirowang.roxmyworld@gmail.com
Religion: Christian
Race : Chinese
Dielect: Hokkien
Country: Singapore [Pasir Ris]
hobby: listening to music, watching tv, playing computer,
playing sports, staring into space,sing
fav. band: The used, The Starting Line, Casting Crowns, Hillsong
Evanessence, Counting Crows, Blink 182, Busted,
Simple Plan, All Americian-Rejects, Bowling For Soup,
Yellow Card
Status: lyk sumone....... but single... [it's complicated]
live 4: LIVE 4 GOD....
life..: LIfe is nothing without God, friends, family and love haha

lif3 isn'T a b3d oF roSes....

2007-06-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

life isn't a bed of roses....
i can bet that at sum times u would think it is...
but no it isn't!!!!!
u for sure have sumthing bad coming ur way jus for having a lil' fun... not making sense?
for this moment, u may think ur life can't be any better,
that could be true... but u have sumthing else to pay the price 4 tat one moment of happiness...
u may have heard" For every minute of happiness, there'll be 5 mins of saddness..." it is all true not sum bogus statement!
For this earth isn't made to be a paradise....
more sadness can be found here then happiness.
maybe it's because of us that this is so....
if only everyone understood this....

this is no understate ment...

AHHHH!!!!!

2007-06-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

AAAHHH!!!!
the last entry i had ritten
i guess i can rite all i lyk cos nobody's gonna read all these
now i'm freaking myself out by all these "feeling"
not cos i'm lyking a person of the same gender or sumthing
but it's jus wrong.....WRONG!!!!!!!!!
AIYA!!!! dunno how to say, but it's wrong that's all!!!!!

i'm afraid of wat i feel...
for ppl that i dun think it's very apporpriate to lyk..
i dun mean i lyk ppl in my "family tree"

i'm lost in my own feelings...
being tosed in waves of emotions!!!!
these emotions that i can't control!!!
call me emo... i dun give a damn

Fall in love????????

2007-06-11T13:59:00.000+08:00

fall in love???????

hmmm...i dunno if i have ever REALLY fallen in love...

liked ppl, but fall in love... not so sure.

for now i think i have....

cannot stop thinking bout' the person though...

i try to give all these up... but i can't!!!!

i really tried... but just can't get that person off my mind!!

it's infuriating!

of course he dosen't noe...

if he does, then tat be a total desaster!!!

i dun think i'll ever get around to face him!!!!

HELP MEEEEE!!!!!!!

Cl@Ss m@t3zzzz.....

2007-06-06T16:19:00.000+08:00

My CLASS MATES:
BERNADETTE HOE LING LI~ the brawns
BERNICE TONG HUIMIN~ the disgusting joker
DENISHA TAN LI WEN~ the "wateva u say lor"
SAMANTHA LIM MOUKTITA~ the brains
SARAH SIM XUE YING~the crazy joker
VIVIEN NG HWEE MIN~ the good friend
ONG LYVIA~drwing queen
RACHAEL ANN DIAS~ the computer addict
CARMEN WONG~ the consoler
CAROL CHIN PUI LIN~ the book worm
YIONG PEI LIN~ the computer addict
GERALYN YIP FONG TING~ the quiet one
ZANDRA CHING~ the one that bring the smiles
GERMAINE CHEW~the trust worthy one
PRISCILLA CHIN~ the WU ZUN FAN 4EVA
JOLENE LAU SI YA~ the one u can rely on
JOLENE LEONG ~ the talkative one[chatter chatter chatter]
ELEANOR LEE EN QI~ Aaron Yan lover
SHOVINA VERMA~ the helpful one
OLIVIA MARIE CHEONG YEE YAN~ the friendly one
LEONG KAR YUI~ the one that looks on the bright side
SHALYN KAN YI XIAN~ the one that's afraid of XIAO QIANG
COLLETTE SEAH~ the one who is always absent
IZABELLE LOW~ the funny one
KELLY ALEXANDER CHUA YI TING~ the talk a lot of crap person
POOJITHA BOLEM~the super friend personality
FELICIA LEE JING TIAN ~ thinks she can get all the guys she wants
EUNICE SEET~ the happy go lucky gal
KASANDRA~ the one that thinks she's so talented [but she isn't]
JACQUELINE NETTO~ the person that always says "give me ur shoes"
CHOTIGA TIWANNA~an animal lover
DENISE HO~on the way to being sum wat of eleanor
ANNE-MARIE CHEW~ the wanna be ms popularity
KARINA YAP~ the sumwat crazy but good friend
TRICIA TAN JIA HUI~going to make it big
PEARLYN MOK SAU LIN~ a nice sister, an excellent friend
NIDHI GHANDI~ the loner

~KO ONE~终极一班~

2007-06-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

KO ONE is a very nice show!!!! For those that are chinese or those that understands chinese... It's highly recomanded. If u think Hana Kimi is nice then KO ONE will jus blow ur mind away!!!!!!!!!!!! It's funny............. Action packed.... SO GO & WATCH IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see you!!!!