The day before was a nightmare. not really the day. more of the twilight of yesternight. so we had basketball. ended late. i was at the bus stop at 7.34 waiting for the bus. This guy walked to the busstand. asked me where bus 17 goes in chinese n stuff lyk that. okay. ask if i play basketball [obviously, wearing jersey]. says he plays too. i was thinking, right, n u're so thin n white cos??? so then nvm. he asked me to guess his age. WHAT THE?? i said i dunno. he insisted. so i said poly 3rd yr n older. ask if i'm taking 17. pretty obvious cos there's only 17 at the stop. so yea. weird. in a scary way. it's not lyk he looks lyk everyone else on the street. he got the either ITE or Nerd face. so kinda scary. he talks as if he noes me. even asked y i looked into the direction of the bus so fiercely for. what does it gotta do with him? sheesh. den bus came went ustairs. he was upstairs too. i was contemplating on the situation. while smsing my friends to make sure they know what's going on in case anything happens. he gives off a very weird vibe, lyk he has no good intentions. so i went downstairs at N2. he tilted his head when i passed n quickly turned back when the other ppl came. i sat downstairs. watching to see if he was coming. but he sat above the exit n cld see everyone exiting. so i sat n waited. then another guy. younger, prob upper sec first yr poly. turned. look at me. so i thought nothing of it. but he kept turning. i was lyk, WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT?!!. only in my mind of cos. the younger one dropped of at my stop so i just went. dunno abt weirdo upstairs. i called my maid down before hand to come get me. yeah. God save me(:

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"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"