stupid internet. why is it so slow. dammit.i can't even check my email. !!!#$#@!%$#. so annoying. now even facebook is a problem. bloody hell. what's wrong?! Urgh! Sat for history paper today. It's not a difficult paper, but if i had studied i wld have answered much better than i had. sigh. i guess its just what i get for being lazy. went to N2 today. i bought hamster food for oreo. sat at mcdonald's to eat a lil'. Denisha suppose to meet up with aaron but i guess he saw me & eleanor there & he got frightened. whimp. so he didn't want to meet her. but when pearlyn said that denisha wanted to meet him he went balistic.he ran to 7-eleven just to meet her. he said hi. & denisha ran to hide... =.= [hopeless] he was embarrassed and hid behind some matress shop. i told her to go find a tree and go play bollywood. so retarded! he wants to kiss her.... ewww..... its sick... they aren't even together. sick bastard... *pukes* denisha fantasies about boys/guys/males. another sick person. so they're good for each other then. at least she's seriously thinking abt whether now's the right time for a relationship. shows some maturity in her thinking. so i guess that's a good start.well, all the best to her. i dunno what she's gonna do.

3:05 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"