pls la. damn faggot. did i talk to you recently abt it? no. so shut ur pie hole la. i act big, fine la. not lyk i wanna noe ur bloody shit. i have to go find time to go get the present. not a single one of u want to get it do u realise? i was thinking of not even bothering to let u chip in cos u bloody well can't. so see this here n now denisha. i let u pay less than everyone else. so dun come n say crap. u say all u bloody well want. this is what i feel. u wanna noe how i feel. even if i told u u wun understand. dun get me wrong when i say this. cos u'll just think its a total waste of ur time. u noe u dun understand me so just stay that way. i haven't shouted at u in a long time. pls tell me when, cos i can't recall. if u haven't notice. i;m not soft lyk u. i'm lyk that, loud. so pardon me if i shout, that's just who i am. think i act big fine. i've always been lyk this. i dun need fake friends either. yea i noe i back stab. dun come n tell me u never back stab k? i noe ppl have breaking points that i understand. but i really dun think u ever try being in my shoes. if u ever were, u wldn't last. sry for being such a retarded friend, n for wasting ur time. u shldn't mix with me. we r worlds apart.

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"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"