at least now you're out of the way. just need to steer clear of everyone else. hope she makes everyone else hate me mre. then everyone will be away. i can go on my stupid war path without having to hurt anyone. so i hurt u. i noe, dun deny it when its staring in ur face. i'm human. the defination of human is - uncaring, cold, idiotic, annoying, a pain in the arse, self centered, hurt everyone. i dun want this damned life. started growing up too early? maybe, how can u not when everything n everyone is hinting to u that u shld. now this. so damn fucked up. i'm a HORRID person. so just GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! bloody shit. y shld i even be in tears. its better this way anyway. no one will need to suffer along with me. no one shld. no one shld be self-fish in that sense to make everyone suffer. so i made her cry. now i'm crying over her. she just doesn't understand & she insist that she does. wat the fuck.at least now she's out of the way. if i knew it was so easy for her to get mad at me n back away, i'd done it so long ago. i rather hurt her now, when it won't hurt as bad as later on. better late than never. pls everybody just back away, i dun want yall to have anything to do with me. or if this works, i dun want to have anything to do with you.

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"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"