run away. maybe i wanna run away. dun lyk home. no mre comfort. dun lyk it here. dun ask me why cos i dunno y. just wanna wake up from this nightmare. everything's fake. all that i've known. all that i ever believed in. i'm losing it. damn it. y..... everyone's fake. i'm fake. this is fake. y is everything fake??? oh God, help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyones gone. i've lost my friends. were they all fake? untrue friends? but it can't be that they've just change all together. probs with me. so unready for change. i dun mind being a loner, just dun wanna lose the friends that i have. so what if i noe but i dun feel anything? what's the point in that? should change sch, maybe then i wun lose them. i'd just have to place them at the back of my mind locked away. stored but throw the keys away. they can never b lost. but they can never be found. who says its better to have love n lost. i wished i never loved them.

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"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"