ya... another day into my life, looks lyk its gonna rain. love the rain. nature's music... as the pattering of the rain fall against my cheek... i start to cry for a reason i dun understand... feeling lyk a baby... in the cold... dunno y i start to cry... dun understand the reason y....
God, Jesus...
I'm free falling...
catch me Lord...
Cos i noe i can't help myself anymre Lord!
Lord, im so afraid that you wun catch me as i fall...
so many songs just tell me to let go of myself, its the only way to find myself in Your embrace...
i'm still falling but where are You Lord?
my heart constantly cries out for You...
but i hear no reply...
so lost, i am without You, Father... My Rock & my Redeemer....
My shepherd.... have you forgotten me?
have you given up all hope you had for me?
LORD....

7:15 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"