it's going deeper by the second....

i told him the way i felt....
it was scary...
i wasn't thinking...
2 days later he asked me hw i new tat my bro wasn't around when i smsed him...
it hitted me... i really wasn't thinking of anything then!!!!
wat a disaster it wld have been if tat took place...
sundays r gonna get colder....
n much much mre awkward.... hmmm
life hw difficult can u get?
4:51 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"