At the end of another lost highway, Signs misleading to nowhere... "Green Day - Jesus of suburbia"

=OMG....oh my gosh=


ahhh....
this is so crap!!!!!!
he's online!!!!!
i wanna talk to him but....
it's weird... n besides...
the song wonderwall describes my feeling very well...
i wanna tell him stuff...
i got loads of stuff i wanna tell him...
i can't find the words to say to you...
talking to him makes me feel so scared...
he sends me stuff time & time again on friendster..
but.....
i never get the chance to even say things tat i wanna say..
which isn't good
not at all!!!!!!!!!
i lyk him alot but can't tell him at alll
everytime i c him i'm happy....
only if i had the courage to tell him so...
but...............

only if....
then he might get freaked...
then he might lyk me too....
but.........

only if things were that simple..
i'd told him tat i lyk him alot...

cing him on sundays only are also good.
at least i get to c him once a wk...


4:30 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"