LOST!!!!!
i dun noe wat to do!!!!
now ppl wanna help me tell him...
they giving me ideas of hw to tell him!!
wispering into his ear...
OMG!!!!!!! so freaking hard jus to lyk
a person!!!! i really got no courage...
GOD HELP ME! I REALLY NEED YOU NOW!!!
*cries* i'm stressed out!!! help me...
if i knew u feel the same... i wldn't
mind but i'd be frightened still...
but it wld clear things out much better.
this is messed up... now mii friend ask
me to sms him?! no! i noe tat u wanna help
but... i jus can't! it's turning to a phobia!
if only u'd clear things out!

4:21 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"