At the end of another lost highway, Signs misleading to nowhere... "Green Day - Jesus of suburbia"

AHHHH!!!!!
AAAHHH!!!!
the last entry i had ritten
i guess i can rite all i lyk cos nobody's gonna read all these
now i'm freaking myself out by all these "feeling"
not cos i'm lyking a person of the same gender or sumthing
but it's jus wrong.....WRONG!!!!!!!!!
AIYA!!!! dunno how to say, but it's wrong that's all!!!!!

i'm afraid of wat i feel...
for ppl that i dun think it's very apporpriate to lyk..
i dun mean i lyk ppl in my "family tree"


i'm lost in my own feelings...
being tosed in waves of emotions!!!!
these emotions that i can't control!!!
call me emo... i dun give a damn


1:47 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"