"I have loved to the point of madness;
That which is called madness,
That which to me,
Is the only sensible way to love."
F. Sagan


madness

8:40 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"

ndp 09.

so i guess i never really know what it's like, to celebrate national day with celin.
MISS YOU HELL! dare you say we dunno how much. we hurt hell too.
fun day today. not as much as pri sch.
drew tatoos of a cresent n 5 stars on my wrist n ankle.
drew one on trina's back cos she wanted it.
took 2 instax with delia n trina.
was the freaking mascot which was freaking hell funny....
sigh.

a mist of cloud over shadows.

6:36 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"

Celin!!
Seated at the seats, where we made the floors weep.
Ice thrown around, ice thrown down.
The chilly feeling down our spines,
Is now lost and we repine.
To see the ghost that you have left,
Engraved in the memory of you, the best.

Sitting at the seats during recess.
We always feel something's not there.
Where you should be,
Is now just air.
Not as much fun,
But we must bare.

For if we care,
You'll do well over there.
Start afresh, new friends maybe even hair.
We must not pull on you anymore,
But rest asured, forgetting is abhored.

We'll let you soar, sky high.
And this is my good-bye.


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Took me long to post, sry.
it's been abt a week since celin's has flown.
Remember you always...

6:19 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"

tom fletcher
On Wednesday 22nd July 2009, @tommcfly said:

The time has come to say goodbye. The sun is setting in the sky. The truth turned out to be a lie. It's over, over. Hum yourself a lullaby. This is the end but baby don't you cry.



nice.... okay... i dun get all the big commotion. all the #serahslastsong and all, r.i.p anyways. all i gather is that she passed away, her friends wanted to him to write, #serahslastsong and he said sry n now, wham. the world is a strange place to be in.

5:06 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"

The Trophy Girl by:KateLace
Interesting start. Lucy Carter. Fell for the Earl Of Arden. how cool! his kid, teddy, is discribed to be such the angel! i guess teddy was the best built character, but pity she slowly faded away with teddy, leaving lucy and edward, earl of arden, to be in the main pic. well, the most vivid character was slowly ripped out of the pages. ending was cliche. a little murder mystery, with a cliche ending. she got one of the character's name mixed up, from justin naylor to jason naylor. that was a big flop for me, it sort of distracted me and hence, snap out of the wonderful picture that she was painting. Favourite character would deff. be Teddy. adorable lil' kid. maybe it'd have been more exciting with jed entering the picture between lucy and edward. the ending was sorta draggy for me. pity, cld have developed into a splendid book... soooooo.... that's it for little black dress books for me. gave one a go, and sorta disappointing. no more little black dress books until i actually see something soul sucking and gets me craving for more.

6:27 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"

Stranger in The Mirror
I used to think i had it all,
But it's alright now 'cos i don't think like that anymore.
Time has passed,
I'm not that naive,
I've seen and tasted the world obscene.
Regretting the past,
Living the present - unknown to the stranger in the mirror

Why do i still hang around?
Why do i still hear the sounds?
Why do i still feel the warmth of my breath?
- unknown to the stranger in the mirror, it is death.

Times-a-wasting, do the math.
Hear lives bells ringing gentler with death.
Whatever you do, do it fast.
While death watches the stranger in the mirror with lust.

Memories of the strager in mirror all fade away.
Although to her, it's all just yesterday.
She's lost and can't figure out what to do in her final days,
With fake smiles and back stabbing fiends.

9:39 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"

Eye
All life has died from my eye, and only death dances in it.
Dead looking eyes, which life has been quietly and unnoticingly been chased away. And now, death dances it's victory dance. The light and zest of life which so held its very place in my eye is gone. Its kingdom now destroyed, taken and over-run. No hope is left for it to carry on.

6:09 PM
"these words were never easier for me to say or her to 2nd guess. i guess, i can live without u, but without u i'll be miserable at best"